no one to talk 2

u know what feeling i hate?
when i feel bad and frustrated, sad, alone, and very very depressed.
and whats worse is when i call the people i love and there busy, or they cant talk.
whats even worse, is when i log online and every one is busy.
but the worst of all....
is when i sleep feeling like that.
it just holds me captive, i just feel invisable.

cartoon u

i wonder...

i wonder why we compare our self in with movie charecters
or
cartoon heros

well, sometimes we always see these good charecters, this really super charecters, u kow, like these cartoon heros

and u just wanna be like them!
i donno, like i wanna save people, i wanna fly in the speed of light, and help people through there SHIT!
i wanna be safe, and sound!
happy

i wanna get hit by a bus again and again, and never die!
i got a friend, who sucks at his job, but keeps on trying and trying, and never stop!
he reminds me of that wold in road runner, he always fails to catch beep beep, but he keeps at it!

or this friend of mine, who is just like bugs bunny, always makes people luagh and never stop his shiny humor.

any way, i think we compare our selves to cartoon heros, or movie stars, just because, they sound better, they look better, and for sure, they live better, than we do.

but hey ...
lets not forget, they're all fake ...