have you ever went to a store, bought a pair of shoes that you knew were gonna be uncomfortable every once in a while and really bitchy at a certain time of the month to your feet but seriously wanted to buy them?
keeping in mind that you knew they were gonna annoy your feet, but still you bought them becuase you knew they looked amazing, they flattered you and with all due fairness, they never intended to hurt nor annoy your feet!
i know i did!
so, i dont complain about those shoes, i dont hate myself for having them, i stop wearing them when they annoy me, but after a reasonable time i come back to them, i dont ditch them for a god damn year and never wear them again!
its probably a useless metaphor and you know me and my analogies, never really that easy to connect.. silly me ;p
any way, lets cut to the chase *finally right?* well, i have my impulses, and i have my antics and ticks, i'm a bit anal, rude, messy, loud and... yeah kind of perverted sometimes... but in all true fairness, i am loyal, as loyal as they make them, that of course to my friends, i'm not talking about relationships, because... honestly? in kuwait? who are we kidding!
any way, so when you become friends with me and pass the buffering zone, which has an estimate time of one year to go through, you have no excuse about being friends with me.
lemme paint you the picture here, i am friends with this guy for 5 years, now he is so convinced *from the get go* that i am chronically dramatic, that i always blow things outta perportion..
now i am dramatic, but in certain topics. i do blow things outta perportion.. but only when i really care..
but that doesnt give you an excuse to call me dramatic and insecure when i am in certain positions, when all i need to hear is: fucke, u'll be just fine.
here's what happned and you guys judge: i was seeing someone special for a while, and it was time for me to meet "the gang" and to my shock, the gang is over 15 people...
i got nervous, i had to call my friend and go like... ooh god damn it i am panicking.. blah blah blah!
and get this answer "oooof drama, you're very dramatic, very insecure, i'm with family i'll talk to you later"
wtf? you fuckin kidding me?
now that was shady! that was pure shade honey dearest!
now, we're friends for five years, if i was seriously dramatic all the time, chronicly, 24/7.. then i think its time to stop being my friend, i am pissed, and not seeing him as often, like... i dont insist on seeing him as much as i used to, i dont hate him, i dont dislike him, but i am disappointed.
you say you love me, you say i'm your best friend, but.. you cant tell when i am being just dramatic or seriously worried or panicking?
even if i was dramatic, i felt nervous. so saying you're dramatic and insecure isnt the way to go, bad timing man, you walk me through it then when we done walking you go like.. dude.. u need to fuckin shake it off next time..
wither you're friends with me for five years, or one, if you passed the buffer zone, if you think of me as a real friend and if you honestly value me, then get fuckin used to me and my antics..
if not.. then no need for us to be friends.. you cant complain about me 24/7 and still say you love me and you value me as a friend, you just cant!
so.. either you get used to me already or we need to break it off... :(
