have you ever went to a store, bought a pair of shoes that you knew were gonna be uncomfortable every once in a while and really bitchy at a certain time of the month to your feet but seriously wanted to buy them?
keeping in mind that you knew they were gonna annoy your feet, but still you bought them becuase you knew they looked amazing, they flattered you and with all due fairness, they never intended to hurt nor annoy your feet!
i know i did!
so, i dont complain about those shoes, i dont hate myself for having them, i stop wearing them when they annoy me, but after a reasonable time i come back to them, i dont ditch them for a god damn year and never wear them again!
its probably a useless metaphor and you know me and my analogies, never really that easy to connect.. silly me ;p
any way, lets cut to the chase *finally right?* well, i have my impulses, and i have my antics and ticks, i'm a bit anal, rude, messy, loud and... yeah kind of perverted sometimes... but in all true fairness, i am loyal, as loyal as they make them, that of course to my friends, i'm not talking about relationships, because... honestly? in kuwait? who are we kidding!
any way, so when you become friends with me and pass the buffering zone, which has an estimate time of one year to go through, you have no excuse about being friends with me.
lemme paint you the picture here, i am friends with this guy for 5 years, now he is so convinced *from the get go* that i am chronically dramatic, that i always blow things outta perportion..
now i am dramatic, but in certain topics. i do blow things outta perportion.. but only when i really care..
but that doesnt give you an excuse to call me dramatic and insecure when i am in certain positions, when all i need to hear is: fucke, u'll be just fine.
here's what happned and you guys judge: i was seeing someone special for a while, and it was time for me to meet "the gang" and to my shock, the gang is over 15 people...
i got nervous, i had to call my friend and go like... ooh god damn it i am panicking.. blah blah blah!
and get this answer "oooof drama, you're very dramatic, very insecure, i'm with family i'll talk to you later"
wtf? you fuckin kidding me?
now that was shady! that was pure shade honey dearest!
now, we're friends for five years, if i was seriously dramatic all the time, chronicly, 24/7.. then i think its time to stop being my friend, i am pissed, and not seeing him as often, like... i dont insist on seeing him as much as i used to, i dont hate him, i dont dislike him, but i am disappointed.
you say you love me, you say i'm your best friend, but.. you cant tell when i am being just dramatic or seriously worried or panicking?
even if i was dramatic, i felt nervous. so saying you're dramatic and insecure isnt the way to go, bad timing man, you walk me through it then when we done walking you go like.. dude.. u need to fuckin shake it off next time..
wither you're friends with me for five years, or one, if you passed the buffer zone, if you think of me as a real friend and if you honestly value me, then get fuckin used to me and my antics..
if not.. then no need for us to be friends.. you cant complain about me 24/7 and still say you love me and you value me as a friend, you just cant!
so.. either you get used to me already or we need to break it off... :(
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Gossip
- i taked about this before, but today there's another twist -
its what you do when you're with your friends, when you're with your family, doctor, neighbour...
its what you do with almost.. Almost everyone...
as flawed humans we tend to love talking about other, throwing your casual insult, your typical ditch and your not so slippery freudian slip.
but... we tend to morph into raging bitchs when anyone says somthing about us.
i wont be so self richeous and sit her talking about how i dont gossip, because i fucking gossip like a depressed houseife who's cheating on her husband with the schools' celibacy club president who's about fifteen years old younger than her.
but you see, i have certain guide rules, i mean i dont gossip your misory, i just... transfer your news into another mutual friend, and in mutual friend i mean a real friend who we have in common, not some crazy assed mother fucker who works in dental cafeteria whom you pass by every day ever so politly and buy your coffee.
moving on, i'm an easy target for gossip, thats why my hair is too huge LOL, any way, so people gossip about me, which is normal and we wont talk about that, but when people gossip with me about other... well... here's an issue!
i never really cared much about the girl with the snaggle tooth if she's getting more action than the whole class, i mean there isnt any law against snagle teeth, plus the guys in my uni would dive head first in any invagination, even if its a cows booty chopped and hung...
i never really cared for "x"'s girlfriend and seriously, the bit about her being gassy while they made out after eating mcdonalds is not a brighter addition intelectual knowledge.
one piece of good gossip is about professor hedaya and how she was cuaght feeling up a girls breast... i always thought she was a dyke... it was really nice to talk shit about her!
i know allot of secrets, and i never share them, when ever i'm told a secret it goes away and fades, like like it was never told, so gossiping secrets is not really something i enjoy...
and to be frank gossiping always puts people in trouble, so i tend to preferf open chat circles with my friends, i mean why talk about it behind the person if the person himself can tell us and we can publicly humiliate/support/DEEEEPLY HUMILIATE him?
one more last thing...
we had a guy at our college, who calls him self "the hose" well, the hose always talks shit about me, and i never bothered, but today a friend whom "the hose" wanted to screw for the longest time told me that when he saw her cleavage, his hose... kinda died :D
and its not really a hose its a long... stick, like a really long pencile!
poor hose guy!
and i hope i dont get my ass kicked tomorrow in class ;p!
ps: yall we gotta submit ower paper sheets for the crown research!!! dont tell me you didnt get this coz yall RSS to my posts!
its what you do when you're with your friends, when you're with your family, doctor, neighbour...
its what you do with almost.. Almost everyone...
as flawed humans we tend to love talking about other, throwing your casual insult, your typical ditch and your not so slippery freudian slip.
but... we tend to morph into raging bitchs when anyone says somthing about us.
i wont be so self richeous and sit her talking about how i dont gossip, because i fucking gossip like a depressed houseife who's cheating on her husband with the schools' celibacy club president who's about fifteen years old younger than her.
but you see, i have certain guide rules, i mean i dont gossip your misory, i just... transfer your news into another mutual friend, and in mutual friend i mean a real friend who we have in common, not some crazy assed mother fucker who works in dental cafeteria whom you pass by every day ever so politly and buy your coffee.
moving on, i'm an easy target for gossip, thats why my hair is too huge LOL, any way, so people gossip about me, which is normal and we wont talk about that, but when people gossip with me about other... well... here's an issue!
i never really cared much about the girl with the snaggle tooth if she's getting more action than the whole class, i mean there isnt any law against snagle teeth, plus the guys in my uni would dive head first in any invagination, even if its a cows booty chopped and hung...
i never really cared for "x"'s girlfriend and seriously, the bit about her being gassy while they made out after eating mcdonalds is not a brighter addition intelectual knowledge.
one piece of good gossip is about professor hedaya and how she was cuaght feeling up a girls breast... i always thought she was a dyke... it was really nice to talk shit about her!
i know allot of secrets, and i never share them, when ever i'm told a secret it goes away and fades, like like it was never told, so gossiping secrets is not really something i enjoy...
and to be frank gossiping always puts people in trouble, so i tend to preferf open chat circles with my friends, i mean why talk about it behind the person if the person himself can tell us and we can publicly humiliate/support/DEEEEPLY HUMILIATE him?
one more last thing...
we had a guy at our college, who calls him self "the hose" well, the hose always talks shit about me, and i never bothered, but today a friend whom "the hose" wanted to screw for the longest time told me that when he saw her cleavage, his hose... kinda died :D
and its not really a hose its a long... stick, like a really long pencile!
poor hose guy!
and i hope i dont get my ass kicked tomorrow in class ;p!
ps: yall we gotta submit ower paper sheets for the crown research!!! dont tell me you didnt get this coz yall RSS to my posts!
crazy obssesed freak much?... #9
have you ever met someone and he or she is all up your business?
wanting to know everything about you, giving you all their time, worrying about yoy, talking 24 hours a day to you?
showing you all the intrests in the world?
and when you get intrested in them too, they become crazy obsessive and seriously moody if you didnt call or talk to them?
they catch a case and start really flippin'...
i talk to this person on bb messenger, and we seem to have hit it of, we spoke for about 2 months i think?
daily messages and hours of conversations... we like the same movies the same music... kind of have much in common...
once i went to a party, and i told him i missed someone, i'm currently in a relationship so we often spoke about it, and really i missed that girl like crazy, and even though there was 40 people in this party, i didnt wanna hang with anyone, it was a nice private pool xmass party...
the music was a selection of my favourite house mixes, the food and the drinks were great...
i just missed that girl, so i told him that and he's like stop this crap and go enjoy the party
so i stayed up at the party for over 12 hours - it was a long ass party! - and i kinda left early coz i dont like to party more than 5 hours, my phone died so i didnt recharge it when i got home and i slept, i woke up around 5 pm, and recharged it, then i find a couple of bbm's from him:
1)hi
2)hello
3)shfeek - whats wrong? -
4) are you ok?
5) i'm worried, bbm me!
when i saw it i i immediatly bbmed and talked to him, all he did was give me attitude and say/hint that its billshit.
i told him i didnt even talk to my mom - who also smsed - yet, so i'm serious my phone died!
he sends me an ok, then deletes me off of bbm, removes me from all contact and disappear.
crazy much?
i means seriously, how retarded one could be at this age? when you 27 ur suppost to grow up and be all sane and centered!
i told my friend who hosted the party and the moment i was done he busrted into luaghter saying "only the freaks u know baby s! only the freak u know!!!"
is it true?
i dont get it! i honestly need help with this!
wanting to know everything about you, giving you all their time, worrying about yoy, talking 24 hours a day to you?
showing you all the intrests in the world?
and when you get intrested in them too, they become crazy obsessive and seriously moody if you didnt call or talk to them?
they catch a case and start really flippin'...
i talk to this person on bb messenger, and we seem to have hit it of, we spoke for about 2 months i think?
daily messages and hours of conversations... we like the same movies the same music... kind of have much in common...
once i went to a party, and i told him i missed someone, i'm currently in a relationship so we often spoke about it, and really i missed that girl like crazy, and even though there was 40 people in this party, i didnt wanna hang with anyone, it was a nice private pool xmass party...
the music was a selection of my favourite house mixes, the food and the drinks were great...
i just missed that girl, so i told him that and he's like stop this crap and go enjoy the party
so i stayed up at the party for over 12 hours - it was a long ass party! - and i kinda left early coz i dont like to party more than 5 hours, my phone died so i didnt recharge it when i got home and i slept, i woke up around 5 pm, and recharged it, then i find a couple of bbm's from him:
1)hi
2)hello
3)shfeek - whats wrong? -
4) are you ok?
5) i'm worried, bbm me!
when i saw it i i immediatly bbmed and talked to him, all he did was give me attitude and say/hint that its billshit.
i told him i didnt even talk to my mom - who also smsed - yet, so i'm serious my phone died!
he sends me an ok, then deletes me off of bbm, removes me from all contact and disappear.
crazy much?
i means seriously, how retarded one could be at this age? when you 27 ur suppost to grow up and be all sane and centered!
i told my friend who hosted the party and the moment i was done he busrted into luaghter saying "only the freaks u know baby s! only the freak u know!!!"
is it true?
i dont get it! i honestly need help with this!
OMG! We R So BFF'S!
i'm social, i guess, i mean i know many people, i hang out with allot of peeps, i tend to be at the rather cool parties sometimes, which leave the hideous awful ones for most of the time ;), i eat out with friends, chill and smoke up with a few.
but like so many others i tend to choose one group to... stick with, kinda like wolves in a pack... well most likely goats in a herd now that i think about ut!
i tend to believe my... pack!
i have a certian trust when it comes around them, so when my "friends" said baby s. get a Black berry we'd bbm and stay in touch when you're in cairo, omg that would be awesome, you would have to spend much to communicate with us, no need for emails, just zap! and u tell us whats going on and we tell you, OMG OMG OMG! etc... etc...!
terns out... its a loud of crap!
see i found out when you are not in the same region as your fellow goats, the goats dont communicate much with you, they either envy you for what you have or they replace you with a mediocere version of you, who honestly, look worse, talk trash and seriously seriously in need to gain a prospective about them selves, cuase having a beer gut is not sexy at all!
now, what spawned this topic is the fact that i was having drinks with an old friend last weeks, he's a tele-marketer, rather well known in the arab world, not by face but by name, he told me about how he traveled from kuwait to london to study marketing and ideology - something that to this day i can't possibly comprehend! -, and how he felt alone even though he knew about 700 people and he was out all night.
i jumped in and said that it might be because he was single, but he gave me that look, that made me reliese.... i'm single and thats not a reason to feel alone!
he told me that his feeling was because of the fact that the people who he thought we're real companions werent at all for real, explaining further more, he told me that they stayed the same, they got in touch but he found that when worse comes to worst they wouldnt stick up to him, they would just pep talk him, and idea we certainly both agreed on is that... they were not worth it.
a marlboro light later and an espresso got us to the point that real friends are the one who you start your friendship at childhood, school and after college.
and he didnt explain more becuase we had to abrubtly change the subject when his date arrived but i got to thinking...
was it true?
well... yes!
in a way, people who know you from childhood got accostomed to you and undertood your behaviour, people in school were forced to see you everyday, unlike people in college, and after college, work wise and social life wise, no one will be forced to be with you unless they wanted to.
that doesnt mean one has to wait untill after college to bond with someone and become real friends, because many have real friends in the periods we exluded, but it makes sense and it is simply understandable to me.
now i'm not saying that the all friends i have now wont last or whatever, but currently, most of them are not worth my time, i spend my time with 3 people now, and we go along will, having known them for a year now and we dont have much trouble spending time together.
instead of fighting over something we have a healthy argument, which is absolutly nicer than yelling and screeching, maybe its becuase they're well educated and have good self asteam...
maybe!
but i gotta tell ya!
this BFFFF doesnt really appeal to me any more, i like an F, suits me better, and a hella of allot more decent than the b triple double f's!
but like so many others i tend to choose one group to... stick with, kinda like wolves in a pack... well most likely goats in a herd now that i think about ut!
i tend to believe my... pack!
i have a certian trust when it comes around them, so when my "friends" said baby s. get a Black berry we'd bbm and stay in touch when you're in cairo, omg that would be awesome, you would have to spend much to communicate with us, no need for emails, just zap! and u tell us whats going on and we tell you, OMG OMG OMG! etc... etc...!
terns out... its a loud of crap!
see i found out when you are not in the same region as your fellow goats, the goats dont communicate much with you, they either envy you for what you have or they replace you with a mediocere version of you, who honestly, look worse, talk trash and seriously seriously in need to gain a prospective about them selves, cuase having a beer gut is not sexy at all!
now, what spawned this topic is the fact that i was having drinks with an old friend last weeks, he's a tele-marketer, rather well known in the arab world, not by face but by name, he told me about how he traveled from kuwait to london to study marketing and ideology - something that to this day i can't possibly comprehend! -, and how he felt alone even though he knew about 700 people and he was out all night.
i jumped in and said that it might be because he was single, but he gave me that look, that made me reliese.... i'm single and thats not a reason to feel alone!
he told me that his feeling was because of the fact that the people who he thought we're real companions werent at all for real, explaining further more, he told me that they stayed the same, they got in touch but he found that when worse comes to worst they wouldnt stick up to him, they would just pep talk him, and idea we certainly both agreed on is that... they were not worth it.
a marlboro light later and an espresso got us to the point that real friends are the one who you start your friendship at childhood, school and after college.
and he didnt explain more becuase we had to abrubtly change the subject when his date arrived but i got to thinking...
was it true?
well... yes!
in a way, people who know you from childhood got accostomed to you and undertood your behaviour, people in school were forced to see you everyday, unlike people in college, and after college, work wise and social life wise, no one will be forced to be with you unless they wanted to.
that doesnt mean one has to wait untill after college to bond with someone and become real friends, because many have real friends in the periods we exluded, but it makes sense and it is simply understandable to me.
now i'm not saying that the all friends i have now wont last or whatever, but currently, most of them are not worth my time, i spend my time with 3 people now, and we go along will, having known them for a year now and we dont have much trouble spending time together.
instead of fighting over something we have a healthy argument, which is absolutly nicer than yelling and screeching, maybe its becuase they're well educated and have good self asteam...
maybe!
but i gotta tell ya!
this BFFFF doesnt really appeal to me any more, i like an F, suits me better, and a hella of allot more decent than the b triple double f's!
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To S.
my friend shoug called me the other day and i started telling her a few things about whats going on.
the cinversation was long, and she ended it up with "babe, untill you learn to love yourself, you will never know how to love any body else"
ur ugly coz i say so!
You know, i am some one who always surrounds himself with other people to feel better, i share moments with them, food, laughs and even silence!
of course, doing that without making them feel shitty about themselves!
pretty normal, i think?
well, the abnormal thing and what always fascinated me, is those people who surround themselves by people to feel better, feeling better by dissing them and pointing out their flaws and mistakes!
seriously, it reminds me by this movie, mean girls, where the girls seriously have nothing to do but look for where it hurts and pour acid on it!
i have many *friends* like that, or lets say i used to, because now i don't even talk to them anymore.
they used to seriously stress life for me, i mean on a daily basis all i hear is, why are you eating this, its junk food, why are you wearing this, why are you laughing like this, why are you watching this TV series.... etc
what bothered me the most is not why are you eating this or wearing that, what bothered me is constant nagging about my personality and how i should fix it!
oh, you shouldn't talk to any one, its not socially accepted, why do you date older people it's disgusting, you can't act like this, what will people say if they saw us...
i mean give me a break you double faced, backstabbing, chauvinistic, self absorbed, clinically depressed, mentally disordered, idiotically messed up bastards!
seriously, let me tell you about those characters, they have no life at all, they always bitch and moan, they have their own little over sized dreams, i mean a guy i knew wanted to be an internationally known singer/dancer/actor/song writer, oh by the way his voice is like on of those unknown garage band leader vocalist who seriously need some vocal classes, and oh as far as the dancing and acing? he used to copy Britney spears and acts like an overly Americanised character from a stupid silly teenage high school movie!
another one wants to be a designer, o.k, i have plenty of those, and my head hurts of how many hideous and shaming issues they all have, especially the one i have in mind now, get this he wants to start a clothing line for cross dressers, celebrities and politicians, he wants to own a mansion as big as my block, he wants so many things, he has a 3 notebook worth list of things, he starves himself one day, beng on the other, he thinks he is hot when seriously he looks like a chiwawa, and all he does day in and day out tell me and two of my other friends how ugly we are and how bad our English is...
My English is self taught you idiot, what the fuck is going on?
and o.k, just one more specimen of royally messed up freaks, this girl i know...
oh my god! do i have the energy to write about this?!
a seriously fucked up fag hag, who likes to talk about how good sex is, even though i don't think she's getting any, she was extremely over weight, then she got very skinny by throwing up in the bathroom every 5 minutes, she is a Muslim who doesn't pray, fast, read the quaran or even believe in Allah, she believes in the power of the light! she is bitchy moody, who's in love with a gay guy who treats he like shit and takes money from her, she calls me once every 3 months to hang out, and when we do she starts telling me i should behave myself cause she doesn't want her reputation to be rewind!
that coming from a girl who added a pic of her and her boyfriend kissing in Hi5!
why am i writing about this?
well the other day i was hanging out with eissa, a friend from college, and while we were eating and drinking good soul food, his Friends popped up, he had no choice but to invite them, i mean they stayed chatting with us standing up for about 20 minutes!
the moment they sat, they started picking on eissa, every single aspect of his clothes was addressed, even his facial hair and the 2 small hairs in his chest.
they even opened up stories of him that it was so shameful, i had to excuse myself to the bathroom, so eissa wouldn't have to look me in they eye and so that he could straighten them up a little bit.
when i came back, it was the same!
so i said the heck with it, and started my own "how a hot eligible bachelor eissa is" conversation, and i didn't have to make up a lie in it, eissa was a 6"0ft Tall dark haired guy, has a kirk Douglas chin, very amazingly sculpted nose, generous black hair and greenish brown eyes, broad shoulders and long legs with a six-pack hidden under his wide shirt.
we seriously have to stop taking shit from people like this, most of us are a good looking highly respected achievers, we don't have small minds with over sized dreams that make no sense, i am dental med student, you are an engineer, you are a talented violinist, she is a beautiful girl, he is a very handsome guy, you're and you are allot of things that they can never be!
that's why they are always on the edge of insanity because of how jealous they are from you.
just live your life with confidence, and simply CTR+ALT+DELETE, people like this ;p.
Seriously!
of course, doing that without making them feel shitty about themselves!
pretty normal, i think?
well, the abnormal thing and what always fascinated me, is those people who surround themselves by people to feel better, feeling better by dissing them and pointing out their flaws and mistakes!
seriously, it reminds me by this movie, mean girls, where the girls seriously have nothing to do but look for where it hurts and pour acid on it!
i have many *friends* like that, or lets say i used to, because now i don't even talk to them anymore.
they used to seriously stress life for me, i mean on a daily basis all i hear is, why are you eating this, its junk food, why are you wearing this, why are you laughing like this, why are you watching this TV series.... etc
what bothered me the most is not why are you eating this or wearing that, what bothered me is constant nagging about my personality and how i should fix it!
oh, you shouldn't talk to any one, its not socially accepted, why do you date older people it's disgusting, you can't act like this, what will people say if they saw us...
i mean give me a break you double faced, backstabbing, chauvinistic, self absorbed, clinically depressed, mentally disordered, idiotically messed up bastards!
seriously, let me tell you about those characters, they have no life at all, they always bitch and moan, they have their own little over sized dreams, i mean a guy i knew wanted to be an internationally known singer/dancer/actor/song writer, oh by the way his voice is like on of those unknown garage band leader vocalist who seriously need some vocal classes, and oh as far as the dancing and acing? he used to copy Britney spears and acts like an overly Americanised character from a stupid silly teenage high school movie!
another one wants to be a designer, o.k, i have plenty of those, and my head hurts of how many hideous and shaming issues they all have, especially the one i have in mind now, get this he wants to start a clothing line for cross dressers, celebrities and politicians, he wants to own a mansion as big as my block, he wants so many things, he has a 3 notebook worth list of things, he starves himself one day, beng on the other, he thinks he is hot when seriously he looks like a chiwawa, and all he does day in and day out tell me and two of my other friends how ugly we are and how bad our English is...
My English is self taught you idiot, what the fuck is going on?
and o.k, just one more specimen of royally messed up freaks, this girl i know...
oh my god! do i have the energy to write about this?!
a seriously fucked up fag hag, who likes to talk about how good sex is, even though i don't think she's getting any, she was extremely over weight, then she got very skinny by throwing up in the bathroom every 5 minutes, she is a Muslim who doesn't pray, fast, read the quaran or even believe in Allah, she believes in the power of the light! she is bitchy moody, who's in love with a gay guy who treats he like shit and takes money from her, she calls me once every 3 months to hang out, and when we do she starts telling me i should behave myself cause she doesn't want her reputation to be rewind!
that coming from a girl who added a pic of her and her boyfriend kissing in Hi5!
why am i writing about this?
well the other day i was hanging out with eissa, a friend from college, and while we were eating and drinking good soul food, his Friends popped up, he had no choice but to invite them, i mean they stayed chatting with us standing up for about 20 minutes!
the moment they sat, they started picking on eissa, every single aspect of his clothes was addressed, even his facial hair and the 2 small hairs in his chest.
they even opened up stories of him that it was so shameful, i had to excuse myself to the bathroom, so eissa wouldn't have to look me in they eye and so that he could straighten them up a little bit.
when i came back, it was the same!
so i said the heck with it, and started my own "how a hot eligible bachelor eissa is" conversation, and i didn't have to make up a lie in it, eissa was a 6"0ft Tall dark haired guy, has a kirk Douglas chin, very amazingly sculpted nose, generous black hair and greenish brown eyes, broad shoulders and long legs with a six-pack hidden under his wide shirt.
we seriously have to stop taking shit from people like this, most of us are a good looking highly respected achievers, we don't have small minds with over sized dreams that make no sense, i am dental med student, you are an engineer, you are a talented violinist, she is a beautiful girl, he is a very handsome guy, you're and you are allot of things that they can never be!
that's why they are always on the edge of insanity because of how jealous they are from you.
just live your life with confidence, and simply CTR+ALT+DELETE, people like this ;p.
Seriously!
Some of my favorite moments...
On the airplane first trip back home...
When i introduced ahmed to ahmed :D!
Playing With my sis!
Fajora And I Going Out...
friends - my last post for an indifinate period of time
i was wondering ... whats the definition of friends?
well i dont know what it is to you, but let me talk about my Dear friends.
to me...
they are the ones who are always *by my side* especially on *Special occasiouns*
they are the ones who *can keep your secret* infact they are so good at keeping secrets, *especially mine*
they are the ones who *share* your life especially *share what you have*
they are the ones who when you have a problem, they are there for you and *ON TOP* of you lending hands and *feet*
they are the ones who you could count on for reminding you of beautiful moments especially the not so beautiful ones.
yes, friends, you can live with them, and you sure as hell can not live without them.
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notice:
i might never write in this blog again, i dont know.
there is just too much toxicity in my soul, i just can not see through... i can not see people, i can not hear them, i can not feel.
well i dont know what it is to you, but let me talk about my Dear friends.
to me...
they are the ones who are always *by my side* especially on *Special occasiouns*
they are the ones who *can keep your secret* infact they are so good at keeping secrets, *especially mine*
they are the ones who *share* your life especially *share what you have*
they are the ones who when you have a problem, they are there for you and *ON TOP* of you lending hands and *feet*
they are the ones who you could count on for reminding you of beautiful moments especially the not so beautiful ones.
yes, friends, you can live with them, and you sure as hell can not live without them.
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notice:
i might never write in this blog again, i dont know.
there is just too much toxicity in my soul, i just can not see through... i can not see people, i can not hear them, i can not feel.
Is it a pattern?
Some friends and I always wondered why I meet the wrong people.
Why am I always attracted to the troubled kid? And always reach out to help him/her, and get bitten in the ass each time I do it?
Why do I always try to keep my connection with that kid, even when I see rejection flying and feel it like a blunt hit to the head?
I think... It's because some times, I think I can relate to what they feel you know?
Like what they think about the world, and how is it a shitty shitty fucked up place!
but its not healthy for me, I always meet up with those people who feed me violence and sardonic thoughts, who always hook me up with misery, people who simultaneously ruining my life while making me laugh to the point I feel like I am going to burst!
you know, I know when the person I am seeing is a bad deal, because the moment I see them no matter how good she looks or how sweet he looks, I just feel that its a bad deal, when I feel like they are a perfect desolation of human evolution, I mean just perfect, but very very sad and self-depressing, they just don't know how good they have it, and just because they lack some materialistic object, they wallow, and keep wallowing!
I attract them somehow, and vice versa, I wish if there was one of those metal detectors, only for people like this, I could just wear that gadget, or register for it online, I am willing to pay seriously, and just get them out of my life!
Again, why do I attract them?
Why do I get attracted to them?
Is it because I love depression and it effects on people?
Is it because I am addicted to misery?
Is it because pain always seduces me into its net?
Is it because I like to take care of people?
Many questions pop into my mind, but I can't seem to find an answer for any of them, I am positive that there is a perfect explanation for this, but I can't seem to get a hold of it!
If only I could detoxify myself from those sad people, somehow I am convinced I would be perfectly happy!
But again, the grass is always greener on the other side, so I am back at square one!
Is it a pattern?
Am I only attracted to sad, miserable, troubled and depressed people?
Why am I always attracted to the troubled kid? And always reach out to help him/her, and get bitten in the ass each time I do it?
Why do I always try to keep my connection with that kid, even when I see rejection flying and feel it like a blunt hit to the head?
I think... It's because some times, I think I can relate to what they feel you know?
Like what they think about the world, and how is it a shitty shitty fucked up place!
but its not healthy for me, I always meet up with those people who feed me violence and sardonic thoughts, who always hook me up with misery, people who simultaneously ruining my life while making me laugh to the point I feel like I am going to burst!
you know, I know when the person I am seeing is a bad deal, because the moment I see them no matter how good she looks or how sweet he looks, I just feel that its a bad deal, when I feel like they are a perfect desolation of human evolution, I mean just perfect, but very very sad and self-depressing, they just don't know how good they have it, and just because they lack some materialistic object, they wallow, and keep wallowing!
I attract them somehow, and vice versa, I wish if there was one of those metal detectors, only for people like this, I could just wear that gadget, or register for it online, I am willing to pay seriously, and just get them out of my life!
Again, why do I attract them?
Why do I get attracted to them?
Is it because I love depression and it effects on people?
Is it because I am addicted to misery?
Is it because pain always seduces me into its net?
Is it because I like to take care of people?
Many questions pop into my mind, but I can't seem to find an answer for any of them, I am positive that there is a perfect explanation for this, but I can't seem to get a hold of it!
If only I could detoxify myself from those sad people, somehow I am convinced I would be perfectly happy!
But again, the grass is always greener on the other side, so I am back at square one!
Is it a pattern?
Am I only attracted to sad, miserable, troubled and depressed people?
Loss of convections…
After the agony of searching for the perfect friend, or more likely, a real friend, I stumbled across an email message from hi5, from a profile that took a famous and worldly known label name, as and an introduction, surprised? Well yes I was, thinking that maybe it was the company's profile, since a lot of companies like Nike and others have taken the liberty of putting profiles in hi5, to advertise how casually cool they are…
Back to our subject, a simple "hi, I'm Kuwaiti, interested in having Kuwaiti friends, and you seem friendly" Or so!!! Message.
I got interested in the guy, since he didn’t take much time in taking his pictures, he simply took one or two for the sake of the profile, on the contrary to what I have done, 16 pictures and counting.
So I replied as fast as I could, screaming Halleluiah! There is a normal person upfront! Flaccid see, no cloud in sight! We chat and we become good friends!
Why am I writing this? Well I always said that most of Kuwaitis are back stabbing, snobby, selfish, neurotic, distrait, self absorbed jerks, but now I am losing my convections, to the eggs and cigies guy, and to some more guys that I am meeting these days!
Could this be possible? There is less not so popular Kuwaitis, and there are more popular Kuwaitis, and could it be possible that they are on demand?
More surprising issue…
Could it be possible? I am losing my convection, and I am wrong?
Back to our subject, a simple "hi, I'm Kuwaiti, interested in having Kuwaiti friends, and you seem friendly" Or so!!! Message.
I got interested in the guy, since he didn’t take much time in taking his pictures, he simply took one or two for the sake of the profile, on the contrary to what I have done, 16 pictures and counting.
So I replied as fast as I could, screaming Halleluiah! There is a normal person upfront! Flaccid see, no cloud in sight! We chat and we become good friends!
Why am I writing this? Well I always said that most of Kuwaitis are back stabbing, snobby, selfish, neurotic, distrait, self absorbed jerks, but now I am losing my convections, to the eggs and cigies guy, and to some more guys that I am meeting these days!
Could this be possible? There is less not so popular Kuwaitis, and there are more popular Kuwaitis, and could it be possible that they are on demand?
More surprising issue…
Could it be possible? I am losing my convection, and I am wrong?
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