wanna go steady with me?

i've been dating someone who's rather out of my circle of usual dates, not that its a bad thing, its the tottal opposite, you see, this person i am dating doesnt waant to play the game!
i just kick back and be me, all my flaws are out on the open, so after 4 dates, i was asked to go steady...
when was the last time you heard that?
"wanna go study with me?"
well, i agreed, i mean, no fuss no drama no hard questions...
acceptance of flaws is rare, and concidering the fact that i am emotionally available, why should i say no?
i don't know where this is going, i still i don't know where my feet are, but honestly...
i am worried, i am wierded out and i am seriously out of my element, but i will tell you what happenes later.

To S.

my friend shoug called me the other day and i started telling her a few things about whats going on.

the cinversation was long, and she ended it up with "babe, untill you learn to love yourself, you will never know how to love any body else"