friends - my last post for an indifinate period of time

i was wondering ... whats the definition of friends?
well i dont know what it is to you, but let me talk about my Dear friends.
to me...
they are the ones who are always *by my side* especially on *Special occasiouns*
they are the ones who *can keep your secret* infact they are so good at keeping secrets, *especially mine*
they are the ones who *share* your life especially *share what you have*
they are the ones who when you have a problem, they are there for you and *ON TOP* of you lending hands and *feet*
they are the ones who you could count on for reminding you of beautiful moments especially the not so beautiful ones.

yes, friends, you can live with them, and you sure as hell can not live without them.

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notice:
i might never write in this blog again, i dont know.
there is just too much toxicity in my soul, i just can not see through... i can not see people, i can not hear them, i can not feel.

why are you an artist salman?

because i, i feel angry, and it itches, it makes me want to scream...because i like beauty, and how it feels, i love it when i feel beautiful, even though it comes once a year, but i love it...because i am sad and grief is a not a guest but a dear friend to my heart...because i am tiered, and it helps me be more tired to when i am all done, i sleep...because when i saw how long were those red locks of hair i cried i wanted to smell your hair, i really want to...because i want to wear a ridiculous pants that have bells on them, and run to you then land in your arms...because i love it when you say i am cute...because i want to be kind, sweet and generous...because i want to die in the winter, while it rains...i love it when it rains...please let it rain...