i will pray

Look at the rain as it draws it motion on the sky
and remember that light is darkness most fear
find in your soul are we worth a try
worth a drop of blood or a tear
inside my nightmares i hide
looking, seeking for you, that who i want to find
its the clossness and love i'm affraid of, ironacly
its also what i want to find
keep with me, with it to bind
even if i was affraid
i dont want to alone wind
inside my nightmares
its you who i want to find

and i will pray
so you could stay
with me this way
for you i'll pray
i will pray

Social Dick

i got a fever ... i just want to bleed
i look like an angel .. but i'm saitans seed
i turn you on in lightning speed ...
then turn you off after we suffer indeed ...
you skin is so devine ...
i bite it ... it shines
your blood is tasty ...
just as fine wine ...
and i keep winning and making you sick ...
unwrap your gift ... its me
the most gentle social dick !

Dying

kiss me i'm dying ...
hold me i'm sighing ...
fix me i'm broken ...
between your eyes i'm toren ...
i'm not lying ...
not even trying ...
to be spoken ...
becuase of you ...
i'm taken ...
-_-_-_-
you run your hands through my hair ...
you don't touch me anywhere ...
you just touch within my heart ...
you feel my soul ...
my every part ...
-_-_-_-
through time & endless moments ...
through thoughts & intimate secrets ...
through extacy ...
and shown intimacy ...
-_-_-_-
you take my hand ...
so we could travel ...
you show me greatness ...
but your still humble ...
you took this journy ...
with us being all the suplies ...
a journy ...
where fear never denies ...
its lose ...
its fading ...
with love never fearing ...
world digrating ...
-_-_-_-
Who knows how this journy ends ?
Kiss Me I'm Dying

Dance

dancing ...
its such a powerful thing to prove that u're alive !
i was around 11 when i started dancing, i was boared and i saw a michael jackson special, dancing with usher and britney spears, i couldn't get over it, i watched michael , and copied some of the moves, then i bought a janet jackson tape, but not the normal tapes, the long ones, no i bought a small one, it had control, a really old song by janet, i guess she was 20 ? 20 something ...
i copied the moves, exactly, by the time i reached 12, i know the control song by heart, then i saw thriller, copied that too, britney spears came with her oops i did it again, that too :D , christina genie in the bottle, bla bla bla
but no one really made me go into dancing beside the jacksons, i mean michael and janet really made me break a sweat tryng to copy her moves, too feminen ? no actully janet moves didn't become feminen until the album all for you, but still i didnt care, coz dude, walla a few preformers dance !
and michael got fucked up with the chiled molestation so i didn't really see more of him, still, lemme give u some of my fav dancing videos ever :P :-
janet jackson :- all nite (don't stop), all for you, doesn't really matter, and miss u much
michael :- thriller, bad, black or white, and you rock my world
britney :- crazy, oops, and baby one more time, o0 the lives like me against the music
linday lohan :- rumors
rihanna :- sos
d child :- lose my breath, survivour
paula abdul :- straight up
nsync :- dirty pop
madonna :- vogue, die another day, dont tell me, deeper and deeper - no moves but alive beat - ,
aaliyah :- dont know what to tell ya, are you that somebody, more than a woman, we need a resolution, trl lives and specials :D
by the way u guys, the best thing to do if u wanna copy moves is to download lives !
coz the camera is always on the lead dancer star, not on the set and stuff, madonna and britney spears have good lives, but the best are janet jackson and michael, LEMME SEE YA SHAKE IT BROVAS !

Sad

you know what makes me sad ?
when i see my baby sister crying ...
when my best friend tries to lie about is family problems ...
when i see poeple with no dreams at all ...
when poeple take you for your looks, if u look like a geek or like a hot pair of legs ...
when i see random poeple with sad features, or with features that make them blend in the crowd ...
when i see a 20 yo girl with over 2 children, just becuase he cousin was ready to get married ...
when we are a rich country, we are still poor in feelings
when poeple - including i - forget the idol within them selves and exchange it with a pop star ...
when creativity is mis-labeled as sin, and real sins are labeled as art !
when poeple think that magic is harry poter, not the beat inside there mind body and soul.
but what makes me the saddest ?
is when i forget i excist.
i do forget that, when i dont take a chance, and absorb every drop of that chance ....
dramatic u might say ?
well at least i admit my drama, i dont let it eat me from the inside !

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Drive Me Crazy ...
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coz of mess-spells and stuff ....
LOSERS !