Being disabled… to be able …
Time has passed … you must turn the table…
Lose the label …
You've chosen …
Become…
What you've always dreamed of…
What's done…
Could never be undone…
You thought time…
Was going to be fun …
Suddenly…
Your journey ended before it begun…
You must take the battle…
You must fight …
See life and self …
On a new land…
On a new height…
Life…
Could Be a Desert, A dessert…
Depends…
If You Work In It…
Or Take It Light…
I've been down…
Wearing a frown…
I've grown weary …
Of fixing…
You…
And I…
Oh Farting Love!
Oh farting love!
Have the love of your life ever open an interesting subject such as "farting"?
I'm in love with some one, well I guess I am, and just I stepped inside of the car, I was stunned by the question, "do you feel comfortable farting in front of me?"!
Is it weird?
Is it disgusting? – Well, yeah it is! –
I'm not always shallow; I have a deep prospective that comes in handy in "Icky" times such as this.
Maybe the question was meant to be, do you feel safe around me? Or are you are we serious?
But really, questions like this doesn't really come in a farting style, maybe in an ice-cream style, such as "is it o.k. if I lick ice cream from your side? Or is it o.k. for you to eat from my side?"
That question would be o.k. and I would conceder it to be cute – well, maybe – but farting? Give me a break!
I think people should conceder thinking of there sentences before talking, at least to be safe from embarrassment, I can't help it!
Have the love of your life ever open an interesting subject such as "farting"?
I'm in love with some one, well I guess I am, and just I stepped inside of the car, I was stunned by the question, "do you feel comfortable farting in front of me?"!
Is it weird?
Is it disgusting? – Well, yeah it is! –
I'm not always shallow; I have a deep prospective that comes in handy in "Icky" times such as this.
Maybe the question was meant to be, do you feel safe around me? Or are you are we serious?
But really, questions like this doesn't really come in a farting style, maybe in an ice-cream style, such as "is it o.k. if I lick ice cream from your side? Or is it o.k. for you to eat from my side?"
That question would be o.k. and I would conceder it to be cute – well, maybe – but farting? Give me a break!
I think people should conceder thinking of there sentences before talking, at least to be safe from embarrassment, I can't help it!
Are We?
Are we?
Are we in love with pretentious characters?
Are we so lame and shallow?
That each time a guy, or a girl flaunts his/hers not-so-true, wealth, escapades, sane/insane mentality and social status, we fall in love with them?
If it's true, then our world is going under!
Why? Any educated person might ask! The answer is, since we are living in Kuwait, each and every person is pretentious in a way or another, I myself lie about a lot of things, such as my social status, some think I'm ku-trash (Kuwait trash), some think I'm royalty, because I always contradict myself, one day I am classy, the second I am sassy, its just that I am moody, that’s why I shape shift.
I met a lot of people who simply dictated there power, I met a lot of people who dictated there sexuality, people who created fake way of existence, people who are just copycats!
They force themselves/others to like/dislike them, you have to be like what they want, or think of them like how they want, no matter what your own point of view.
Only when you do what they want you to do you are accepted.
This brings up another question, does acceptance comes from within? Or from people who might like to eat ketchup alone, or even bondage sex.
I think that acceptance comes from within, the day is always shiny and wonderful, just the way you like it, when you simply accept how you look like, or how you act like, more importantly who you are.
So again I ask, are we shallow?
Well until now I haven’t seen any person with no shallow edge in his sea of thoughts; I am shallow, because I prefer people who talk none-stop, I am shallow and pretentious because I enjoy a cigarette every other week or month but in the same time I always curse smokers and say they are dumb and stupid.
We all have something that makes us shallow in one way or another, since only god is perfect, why should we try to be perfect? It won't happen! If you want to try u could, but you'll explode! God made us flaw-full, and in the same time flawless! It’s a philosophic theory I don’t want to talk about now, but think about it.
Is it o.k. to be or to have some shallow edges and thoughts?
Are we in love with pretentious characters?
Are we so lame and shallow?
That each time a guy, or a girl flaunts his/hers not-so-true, wealth, escapades, sane/insane mentality and social status, we fall in love with them?
If it's true, then our world is going under!
Why? Any educated person might ask! The answer is, since we are living in Kuwait, each and every person is pretentious in a way or another, I myself lie about a lot of things, such as my social status, some think I'm ku-trash (Kuwait trash), some think I'm royalty, because I always contradict myself, one day I am classy, the second I am sassy, its just that I am moody, that’s why I shape shift.
I met a lot of people who simply dictated there power, I met a lot of people who dictated there sexuality, people who created fake way of existence, people who are just copycats!
They force themselves/others to like/dislike them, you have to be like what they want, or think of them like how they want, no matter what your own point of view.
Only when you do what they want you to do you are accepted.
This brings up another question, does acceptance comes from within? Or from people who might like to eat ketchup alone, or even bondage sex.
I think that acceptance comes from within, the day is always shiny and wonderful, just the way you like it, when you simply accept how you look like, or how you act like, more importantly who you are.
So again I ask, are we shallow?
Well until now I haven’t seen any person with no shallow edge in his sea of thoughts; I am shallow, because I prefer people who talk none-stop, I am shallow and pretentious because I enjoy a cigarette every other week or month but in the same time I always curse smokers and say they are dumb and stupid.
We all have something that makes us shallow in one way or another, since only god is perfect, why should we try to be perfect? It won't happen! If you want to try u could, but you'll explode! God made us flaw-full, and in the same time flawless! It’s a philosophic theory I don’t want to talk about now, but think about it.
Is it o.k. to be or to have some shallow edges and thoughts?
How To Make a Serial Killer?
How to make a serial killer?
I heard that each and every thing parents do or say, affects children under age of 10 years old, since there personality is still shaping up; it needs ingredients and sculptors to shape and sculpt it.
If that’s child father/mother lied, will the child be a liar, or will the child be a talented actor?
If the child father/mother killed a cockroach, will the child be an exterminator or a insect scientist – I don’t know the scientific name for them -, but hey they are both good, I mean exterminators kill un-wanted insects in our homes, and scientists study them, to find cures for diseases or even a new disease ;).
If the child saw his parents killing a being, weather if its human, or an animal, an unwanted animal, will he be a serial killer? If the parents lied well he pathological liar? Of the parents have sex loudly – and it's there right to do so -, will the child be a sex fanatic or a sexual therapist?
Will the child be a queer if his dad was a queer hater, will the child be a fireman if his dad burned his mom, or will he be a surgeon if his mom sliced his dad's sex organs?
My parents affected me a lot, in a way that I hate/love them for what they did.
I don’t like to give more details, but, how should we react next to children?
We need not all, but few guide lines, enough to make sure, they wont turn into serial killers, or worst!
I heard that each and every thing parents do or say, affects children under age of 10 years old, since there personality is still shaping up; it needs ingredients and sculptors to shape and sculpt it.
If that’s child father/mother lied, will the child be a liar, or will the child be a talented actor?
If the child father/mother killed a cockroach, will the child be an exterminator or a insect scientist – I don’t know the scientific name for them -, but hey they are both good, I mean exterminators kill un-wanted insects in our homes, and scientists study them, to find cures for diseases or even a new disease ;).
If the child saw his parents killing a being, weather if its human, or an animal, an unwanted animal, will he be a serial killer? If the parents lied well he pathological liar? Of the parents have sex loudly – and it's there right to do so -, will the child be a sex fanatic or a sexual therapist?
Will the child be a queer if his dad was a queer hater, will the child be a fireman if his dad burned his mom, or will he be a surgeon if his mom sliced his dad's sex organs?
My parents affected me a lot, in a way that I hate/love them for what they did.
I don’t like to give more details, but, how should we react next to children?
We need not all, but few guide lines, enough to make sure, they wont turn into serial killers, or worst!
lets fool around!
Let's fool around...
How many times did your brain tell you that?
How many times have you felt sexually frustrated!
How many men and women have this powerful, amazingly dangerous, sex-drive?
Or how many times did you read in vogue, cosmopolitan, and 17, how to ease it and then, when you think you eased it, without you meaning to, you un-leash it stronger than the usual because you purposely eased it "some people ease it without knowing since there too busy to have a sex-drive".
And when you unleash it?
You might ask "hello? With whom?"
Well either with your self or with your partner, I don’t care, it is scientifically proven that men and women bomb there sexual energy if they hold it on purpose.
I can't possibly count how many times I watched episodes of sex and the city, explaining sex drives men and women have!
Or the times I've read that "10 ways to…" I don’t read it when it talks about, 10 ways to get better nails, because frankly I don’t give a damn about my nails, so blah…blah…blah…, I only read sex tips and guess what, your sex-drive is a hot topic, even the view with Barbra Walters says so!.
Or the times my email happily received an email with the title "quiz your sex knowledge".
You might ask: why am I speaking about this?
Well my biology teacher just explained why we "teenagers" get Horney:D.
I didn’t like it, he explained it in a way, that made me scream in my mind "vogue atheist", after all my years of reading vogue, Cosmo, 17, and what the hell, Penthouse, I think I have the right, the god damn correct, Idea about sex drives, its not being horney! There is a difference, a huge one, horney is when you don’t get some, sex-drive is when you can get some, and you " by choice " get or don't get some.
That’s an insult, to the sexually knowledge people, and to the sexually-driven ones too, calling every sexual urge being horney, HOW RUDE?!
Bottom line, people! Never say I am Horney! And never complain about it or about your sex-drive , be happy because at least, you could get Horney, and you have a sex-drive, you're not an 88 years old man or woman, you still have your hormones, be proud of them!
So still I wonder!
Wanna fool around?
How many times did your brain tell you that?
How many times have you felt sexually frustrated!
How many men and women have this powerful, amazingly dangerous, sex-drive?
Or how many times did you read in vogue, cosmopolitan, and 17, how to ease it and then, when you think you eased it, without you meaning to, you un-leash it stronger than the usual because you purposely eased it "some people ease it without knowing since there too busy to have a sex-drive".
And when you unleash it?
You might ask "hello? With whom?"
Well either with your self or with your partner, I don’t care, it is scientifically proven that men and women bomb there sexual energy if they hold it on purpose.
I can't possibly count how many times I watched episodes of sex and the city, explaining sex drives men and women have!
Or the times I've read that "10 ways to…" I don’t read it when it talks about, 10 ways to get better nails, because frankly I don’t give a damn about my nails, so blah…blah…blah…, I only read sex tips and guess what, your sex-drive is a hot topic, even the view with Barbra Walters says so!.
Or the times my email happily received an email with the title "quiz your sex knowledge".
You might ask: why am I speaking about this?
Well my biology teacher just explained why we "teenagers" get Horney:D.
I didn’t like it, he explained it in a way, that made me scream in my mind "vogue atheist", after all my years of reading vogue, Cosmo, 17, and what the hell, Penthouse, I think I have the right, the god damn correct, Idea about sex drives, its not being horney! There is a difference, a huge one, horney is when you don’t get some, sex-drive is when you can get some, and you " by choice " get or don't get some.
That’s an insult, to the sexually knowledge people, and to the sexually-driven ones too, calling every sexual urge being horney, HOW RUDE?!
Bottom line, people! Never say I am Horney! And never complain about it or about your sex-drive , be happy because at least, you could get Horney, and you have a sex-drive, you're not an 88 years old man or woman, you still have your hormones, be proud of them!
So still I wonder!
Wanna fool around?
E-mail My A$$
- Have you ever lost a friends number?
I have, and the loser doesn’t get the idea that I want his number, he doesn’t chick his email, he just chats online, he auto-deletes his emails, and since I can't log on much, the only thing I could do is email him, i lost his number 3 weeks ago, and last time we were together he changed phones and his new mobile doesnt have my number, he can't call me, i can't call him, he is a loser, he doesnt read his email! - And this girl I know, she sends 2 emails a day, 2, TWO!
God damn it, take time to think girl, after me being away for school for a week I have 14 emails.
After that, I went away for 3 weeks, and dude my email is full of junk about masks, and eye liners. - And this dude, wow boy, 24\7 he is online, dude, give me a break, and he always wants to send me files!
- And here comes this weird gal I know, she always sends chain mail, like this mail "send this or get bad luck for 8 years"???
- A guy I know he is not Kuwaiti, he sends me his pictures, he is quite the artist and the photogenic one, but after 47 pictures, you really get bored!
- This odd chic always sends me cloths webs to buy from, or even cd webs saying it’s the best of the best, if its not amazon.com, I am not risking the use of my credit card.
Photo exchange is a real fashion passion these days, invites from ringo have been raining on me, I wonder, why people are so obsessed in sharing there pics? It is true that we are a country of artists? Or are we really a country of narcissists? My mind goes to the second answer, because frankly, I added 20 pics on my hi5 pic-space, am I that hot? No, I am just a project of a narcissist. - An email from a group called viper, sends me racist emails, sex emails "how to be safe from the –sex- I mean", dancing tips, fashion alarms " like Courtney luv-hewits bados :p", and some really interesting facts, such as americans have never been to the moon " the haven’t, proof? How could the flag of the usa move with the wind, when there is no wind in the moon? I think I should post that subject here".
People GET A LIFE!
send me email telling me how are you guys, coz really , i miss yall much !
Use your emails well, or don't send me any, I have enough emails to read until the apocalypse is on cnn, now chaw, see you later kids.
i will pray
Look at the rain as it draws it motion on the sky
and remember that light is darkness most fear
find in your soul are we worth a try
worth a drop of blood or a tear
inside my nightmares i hide
looking, seeking for you, that who i want to find
its the clossness and love i'm affraid of, ironacly
its also what i want to find
keep with me, with it to bind
even if i was affraid
i dont want to alone wind
inside my nightmares
its you who i want to find
and i will pray
so you could stay
with me this way
for you i'll pray
i will pray
and remember that light is darkness most fear
find in your soul are we worth a try
worth a drop of blood or a tear
inside my nightmares i hide
looking, seeking for you, that who i want to find
its the clossness and love i'm affraid of, ironacly
its also what i want to find
keep with me, with it to bind
even if i was affraid
i dont want to alone wind
inside my nightmares
its you who i want to find
and i will pray
so you could stay
with me this way
for you i'll pray
i will pray
Social Dick
i got a fever ... i just want to bleed
i look like an angel .. but i'm saitans seed
i turn you on in lightning speed ...
then turn you off after we suffer indeed ...
you skin is so devine ...
i bite it ... it shines
your blood is tasty ...
just as fine wine ...
and i keep winning and making you sick ...
unwrap your gift ... its me
the most gentle social dick !
Dying
kiss me i'm dying ...
hold me i'm sighing ...
fix me i'm broken ...
between your eyes i'm toren ...
i'm not lying ...
not even trying ...
to be spoken ...
becuase of you ...
i'm taken ...
-_-_-_-
you run your hands through my hair ...
you don't touch me anywhere ...
you just touch within my heart ...
you feel my soul ...
my every part ...
-_-_-_-
through time & endless moments ...
through thoughts & intimate secrets ...
through extacy ...
and shown intimacy ...
-_-_-_-
you take my hand ...
so we could travel ...
you show me greatness ...
but your still humble ...
you took this journy ...
with us being all the suplies ...
a journy ...
where fear never denies ...
its lose ...
its fading ...
with love never fearing ...
world digrating ...
-_-_-_-
Who knows how this journy ends ?
Kiss Me I'm Dying
Dance
dancing ...
its such a powerful thing to prove that u're alive !
i was around 11 when i started dancing, i was boared and i saw a michael jackson special, dancing with usher and britney spears, i couldn't get over it, i watched michael , and copied some of the moves, then i bought a janet jackson tape, but not the normal tapes, the long ones, no i bought a small one, it had control, a really old song by janet, i guess she was 20 ? 20 something ...
i copied the moves, exactly, by the time i reached 12, i know the control song by heart, then i saw thriller, copied that too, britney spears came with her oops i did it again, that too :D , christina genie in the bottle, bla bla bla
but no one really made me go into dancing beside the jacksons, i mean michael and janet really made me break a sweat tryng to copy her moves, too feminen ? no actully janet moves didn't become feminen until the album all for you, but still i didnt care, coz dude, walla a few preformers dance !
and michael got fucked up with the chiled molestation so i didn't really see more of him, still, lemme give u some of my fav dancing videos ever :P :-
janet jackson :- all nite (don't stop), all for you, doesn't really matter, and miss u much
michael :- thriller, bad, black or white, and you rock my world
britney :- crazy, oops, and baby one more time, o0 the lives like me against the music
linday lohan :- rumors
rihanna :- sos
d child :- lose my breath, survivour
paula abdul :- straight up
nsync :- dirty pop
madonna :- vogue, die another day, dont tell me, deeper and deeper - no moves but alive beat - ,
aaliyah :- dont know what to tell ya, are you that somebody, more than a woman, we need a resolution, trl lives and specials :D
by the way u guys, the best thing to do if u wanna copy moves is to download lives !
coz the camera is always on the lead dancer star, not on the set and stuff, madonna and britney spears have good lives, but the best are janet jackson and michael, LEMME SEE YA SHAKE IT BROVAS !
Sad
you know what makes me sad ?
when i see my baby sister crying ...
when my best friend tries to lie about is family problems ...
when i see poeple with no dreams at all ...
when poeple take you for your looks, if u look like a geek or like a hot pair of legs ...
when i see random poeple with sad features, or with features that make them blend in the crowd ...
when i see a 20 yo girl with over 2 children, just becuase he cousin was ready to get married ...
when we are a rich country, we are still poor in feelings
when poeple - including i - forget the idol within them selves and exchange it with a pop star ...
when creativity is mis-labeled as sin, and real sins are labeled as art !
when poeple think that magic is harry poter, not the beat inside there mind body and soul.
but what makes me the saddest ?
is when i forget i excist.
i do forget that, when i dont take a chance, and absorb every drop of that chance ....
dramatic u might say ?
well at least i admit my drama, i dont let it eat me from the inside !
when i see my baby sister crying ...
when my best friend tries to lie about is family problems ...
when i see poeple with no dreams at all ...
when poeple take you for your looks, if u look like a geek or like a hot pair of legs ...
when i see random poeple with sad features, or with features that make them blend in the crowd ...
when i see a 20 yo girl with over 2 children, just becuase he cousin was ready to get married ...
when we are a rich country, we are still poor in feelings
when poeple - including i - forget the idol within them selves and exchange it with a pop star ...
when creativity is mis-labeled as sin, and real sins are labeled as art !
when poeple think that magic is harry poter, not the beat inside there mind body and soul.
but what makes me the saddest ?
is when i forget i excist.
i do forget that, when i dont take a chance, and absorb every drop of that chance ....
dramatic u might say ?
well at least i admit my drama, i dont let it eat me from the inside !
Top 10
Drive Me Crazy ...
The Subject Is Happily Deleted ...
coz of mess-spells and stuff ....
LOSERS !
The Subject Is Happily Deleted ...
coz of mess-spells and stuff ....
LOSERS !
5 types of lettuce >?<
i had the most amazing date, i don't want to give details, but i am improving myself, finding more about intresting mature, beautiful, intelegint, sweeet, balanced, humble, calm Poeple !
no drama, no fu**ed up menality, just simply, a pure person !
we ate a 5 lettuce salad ! how wiered, remember when i went out with a friend latley ? i went out and ate a 3 types of lettuce salad :Pp~
and when the date was in its endinging peak, i saw an Ex-Friend, i wanted to say hi, but i was too happy with the person i am with.
plus would u meet a horrible ex friend, wella a pretty date :Pp~ - and i mean pretty :D - !
Thnak U , G'Night !
no drama, no fu**ed up menality, just simply, a pure person !
we ate a 5 lettuce salad ! how wiered, remember when i went out with a friend latley ? i went out and ate a 3 types of lettuce salad :Pp~
and when the date was in its endinging peak, i saw an Ex-Friend, i wanted to say hi, but i was too happy with the person i am with.
plus would u meet a horrible ex friend, wella a pretty date :Pp~ - and i mean pretty :D - !
Thnak U , G'Night !
OCD Group
8 pm, the mental hospital of kuwait ...
darkness, no soul in the perimiter ....
weeeeeeeee3 ! shfeeny anna dayman drama ?
el mohim, i sighned up for my combolsive food dis-order, no ! no anarexiya !
i dont have that, i guess maybe as a pre-teen, but not now, any way !
you know you guys how i dont eat from any restrant alone ?
or from any none-bottled cases, wear some one else's socks even if washed, hats, forks, spones, gloves, combs, soap, robs, bands, underwear, cosmetics, hair straightners Etc ...
well i went to get it fixed !
it was an annoying meeting, they simply gave me pappers, and showed me videos about the higenic life in kuwait, health stabderds, and possibilities, i didnt like it really, but i hate it when i annoy my friends of being either picky or taking them to robotic places where everythings tatses like organic jello :s !
so wish me luck u guys !!!!!
darkness, no soul in the perimiter ....
weeeeeeeee3 ! shfeeny anna dayman drama ?
el mohim, i sighned up for my combolsive food dis-order, no ! no anarexiya !
i dont have that, i guess maybe as a pre-teen, but not now, any way !
you know you guys how i dont eat from any restrant alone ?
or from any none-bottled cases, wear some one else's socks even if washed, hats, forks, spones, gloves, combs, soap, robs, bands, underwear, cosmetics, hair straightners Etc ...
well i went to get it fixed !
it was an annoying meeting, they simply gave me pappers, and showed me videos about the higenic life in kuwait, health stabderds, and possibilities, i didnt like it really, but i hate it when i annoy my friends of being either picky or taking them to robotic places where everythings tatses like organic jello :s !
so wish me luck u guys !!!!!
Get Happy ?!
have u ever just felt sad ?
from every thing, and u never thought of anything to cheer u up ?
will that happens for me everyday if not almost !
i feel that the world sucks, that i hate mom and dad, that i hate my friends, that i'm lonely , BLAH BLAH BLAH !
but i found some things i do that makes me very happy !
i don't know why, but listening to some of madonna's hits make me dance in my room singing with a very high "DUMB BLONDE AMBITION :p "
i feel like paris hilton stupid, but glamerous, stupid coz i'm not a super star, glamerous coz i'm in my room shaking my money maker !.
a facial always help to !, i like the lavender type so my skin would feel clean and fresh after wards, do my hair, maybe change its style, clip my nails - both fingers and toa's EW !!! - if i have a goatee for a long time and i'm sick of it i shave it, wear alot of cloths and take pics in them, yeah taking pics help, then i open my over 1000 collection of music, listen to it and write poetry and short stories, i imagine myslef being in diffrent jobs, lifes, social states, lookes, style, race !, and some times gender !, more than once i imagned myself being a female french maid, making out with another female french maid ! twisted , sick, yeah maybe, but am i happy, in that time yeah !, if that didnt help, a bath !, yeah a bubble bath so nice and baby like.
if all that didn't help - yes some times it doesnt work - , i go to the kitchen and cook something for me, i eat like a pregnant woman, how did i know that ?, well lets say i've been around alota chikitas with bambinos in there bellies and i eat just like them, if that didn't help !!!!
i go online and watch cartoon, download music, and sexual education files :S
if that didnt work - jesus moses allah god m7md ! - i sleep, then i wake up, then again i sleep !
until i get a reason to be awake and happy !
See Yall !
from every thing, and u never thought of anything to cheer u up ?
will that happens for me everyday if not almost !
i feel that the world sucks, that i hate mom and dad, that i hate my friends, that i'm lonely , BLAH BLAH BLAH !
but i found some things i do that makes me very happy !
i don't know why, but listening to some of madonna's hits make me dance in my room singing with a very high "DUMB BLONDE AMBITION :p "
i feel like paris hilton stupid, but glamerous, stupid coz i'm not a super star, glamerous coz i'm in my room shaking my money maker !.
a facial always help to !, i like the lavender type so my skin would feel clean and fresh after wards, do my hair, maybe change its style, clip my nails - both fingers and toa's EW !!! - if i have a goatee for a long time and i'm sick of it i shave it, wear alot of cloths and take pics in them, yeah taking pics help, then i open my over 1000 collection of music, listen to it and write poetry and short stories, i imagine myslef being in diffrent jobs, lifes, social states, lookes, style, race !, and some times gender !, more than once i imagned myself being a female french maid, making out with another female french maid ! twisted , sick, yeah maybe, but am i happy, in that time yeah !, if that didnt help, a bath !, yeah a bubble bath so nice and baby like.
if all that didn't help - yes some times it doesnt work - , i go to the kitchen and cook something for me, i eat like a pregnant woman, how did i know that ?, well lets say i've been around alota chikitas with bambinos in there bellies and i eat just like them, if that didn't help !!!!
i go online and watch cartoon, download music, and sexual education files :S
if that didnt work - jesus moses allah god m7md ! - i sleep, then i wake up, then again i sleep !
until i get a reason to be awake and happy !
See Yall !
lets pretend; Happy end :(
as i smoked my 30th cigarettewondering, if you'de like me if i was musculare and fit ....
looking at my cell phone, pain runs through my every bone, as i wish to hear your witty tone, i was willing to be a copy of you, to please you , i'll even be your clone ...
here's a cup of hot milk, just the way you like it, as clear as silk...here's a warm set of hands, they are mine, use them as fear of lonlyness lands ...
feel the ack i'm living ...feel the love i'm sending ...ashamed of loving,ashamed of loving ...
steal my direction wheal, slowly, each branchs of my excestince peal, for you, i'll give up the privlage of being able to feel, and i'll comand all your whones to heal ...
violate me ...stimulate me ...evacuate my mind of fears ...elevate my feelings ...make me forget tears ...
looking at my cell phone, pain runs through my every bone, as i wish to hear your witty tone, i was willing to be a copy of you, to please you , i'll even be your clone ...
here's a cup of hot milk, just the way you like it, as clear as silk...here's a warm set of hands, they are mine, use them as fear of lonlyness lands ...
feel the ack i'm living ...feel the love i'm sending ...ashamed of loving,ashamed of loving ...
steal my direction wheal, slowly, each branchs of my excestince peal, for you, i'll give up the privlage of being able to feel, and i'll comand all your whones to heal ...
violate me ...stimulate me ...evacuate my mind of fears ...elevate my feelings ...make me forget tears ...
Wiered
the other day i was walking down the street to finish some "to do/ To get" things my mom hurrassed me about, so in the way the Co-Op "the jam3iya" , i found this man, this egyptian man selling fish !, golden fish, u know it makes you wonder, are u really able to do that kind of job ? i mean what if no one buys from u ? , what if the state forbeds it - isn't it already forbiden ? - and what if the fish dies ?.
i realized that i could never be a fish man !
i wish to be one yes, i mean to live not caring about money only caring about the day !
and after i finished the list he was gone !
all the little fishies ! gone !
then after three days, i felt the urge to get me a smoothie ! a cheap smoothie u know the ones are in the jam3iya the made in kuwait kinda smoothie, i get that some times - once i wanted tahina " u know the thing they but on dates i guess its called harda in my society " - so i walk there and guess what !, no fishie guy, i walk there - the co-op i mean - and there's a new booth !, a booth for cheese, all sorta cheeses - is that the real plural ? - i wanted cheder cheese !
and the guy said that ppl only ask for 2 tipe of cheeses, haloom - some salty sick goat cheese -, and swiss !
how could that be true i mean swiss cheese and haloom dont go togther ?!
they just dont !
but i wanted cheder i said, and he said we dont have a cheder brand !
what if life is cheder less for me, i mean like for ever, no cheder cheese !
u kno what i mean in cheder u kno, like no opportonity or no good things or no satisfaction !
and hey is cheder is my satisfaction ?
is it ur satisfaction ?!
jesus moses allah god mo7ammad virgin marry botha !!!!!
ya allah isnt that just sad ?
no cheder !
no fishies ?
i realized that i could never be a fish man !
i wish to be one yes, i mean to live not caring about money only caring about the day !
and after i finished the list he was gone !
all the little fishies ! gone !
then after three days, i felt the urge to get me a smoothie ! a cheap smoothie u know the ones are in the jam3iya the made in kuwait kinda smoothie, i get that some times - once i wanted tahina " u know the thing they but on dates i guess its called harda in my society " - so i walk there and guess what !, no fishie guy, i walk there - the co-op i mean - and there's a new booth !, a booth for cheese, all sorta cheeses - is that the real plural ? - i wanted cheder cheese !
and the guy said that ppl only ask for 2 tipe of cheeses, haloom - some salty sick goat cheese -, and swiss !
how could that be true i mean swiss cheese and haloom dont go togther ?!
they just dont !
but i wanted cheder i said, and he said we dont have a cheder brand !
what if life is cheder less for me, i mean like for ever, no cheder cheese !
u kno what i mean in cheder u kno, like no opportonity or no good things or no satisfaction !
and hey is cheder is my satisfaction ?
is it ur satisfaction ?!
jesus moses allah god mo7ammad virgin marry botha !!!!!
ya allah isnt that just sad ?
no cheder !
no fishies ?
sex sex sex
sex sex sex
some poeple have an active sex life ...
I DON'T !
some poeple are comfortable of there sex life
I'm Not !
i dont want an active sex life, i just dont want to judge poeple who have sex, never mind the nationality or the religeon
mind the use of the body, i mean why not pick one body and stick with it for ever, even if you have sex befor marrige, why dont u just stay commited to that body, and now we are not talking poeple, we are talking bodies, becuase the idea of getting to know one body , is really attractive to me, becuase i have so many flaws that makes me willing to accept the flaws the body i like poses, so no random judgments from other bodies.
any way, lets go poeple wise, how many fucked up girl/boy friend do u need to fuck up ur brains, last time i broke up with some one look how the conversation went :
Me: and we are breaking up becuase ?
X: coz i wear prada or Nada !
me: what ?
x: coz the devil wears prada baby, we are over !
the devil wears prada ? sweeti i wear gucci !
thats a myth !
any way, whats wrong with fucking with one person !
i wanna get married and have alotta kids, with one person !
i donno, i might be babbeling, but hey, Kaife !
some poeple have an active sex life ...
I DON'T !
some poeple are comfortable of there sex life
I'm Not !
i dont want an active sex life, i just dont want to judge poeple who have sex, never mind the nationality or the religeon
mind the use of the body, i mean why not pick one body and stick with it for ever, even if you have sex befor marrige, why dont u just stay commited to that body, and now we are not talking poeple, we are talking bodies, becuase the idea of getting to know one body , is really attractive to me, becuase i have so many flaws that makes me willing to accept the flaws the body i like poses, so no random judgments from other bodies.
any way, lets go poeple wise, how many fucked up girl/boy friend do u need to fuck up ur brains, last time i broke up with some one look how the conversation went :
Me: and we are breaking up becuase ?
X: coz i wear prada or Nada !
me: what ?
x: coz the devil wears prada baby, we are over !
the devil wears prada ? sweeti i wear gucci !
thats a myth !
any way, whats wrong with fucking with one person !
i wanna get married and have alotta kids, with one person !
i donno, i might be babbeling, but hey, Kaife !
I meT U
i met you on a sunday, maybe a monday ...
wait make that a tuesday ...
damn ... perfect ... eyes .. cheecks ... brightful lines ... magistic rhymes in your rhythem ...
you short nothing ...
but a set of wings ...
set of black wings ...
Fit ... For A Dark Angel
wait make that a tuesday ...
damn ... perfect ... eyes .. cheecks ... brightful lines ... magistic rhymes in your rhythem ...
you short nothing ...
but a set of wings ...
set of black wings ...
Fit ... For A Dark Angel
Three types of lettuce ?
so i went out witha dentist friend of mine on monday !
damn i had fun ! i didnt plan a thing he said i'm free, i said me too, he said , wait outside i'll pick u up !
we talked alot ! hal yomain i am seeing more decent ppl !
the dentis, 7mod, 3adel,
madre good ppl wallah, bas there was somthing about this dentis, he is garga acceptence !
yes it is a wierd saying, garga acceptence ? what is that ?
it means he could manage hearing a person talk for hours with only 20% chance of getting a head-acke
we went to a restrant - i know i know ! i always say i hate restrants and stuff bas !!! -
i mean where could ppl talk in kuwait besides the restrants in salmiya ?
we had a vegitarian salad, 3 types of lettuce !
i donno it was o.k, i really ate u guys, i am not kidding, i think, maybe becuase the company was good ?
i heard a friend once say that if u have good ppl around u, ur appitite springs into life !
i ate like a third of a cheese sandwich 2 !
really really fun time !
i think i am liking the thought of going out thanks to these new guys !
they make me feel ... Alive !
damn i had fun ! i didnt plan a thing he said i'm free, i said me too, he said , wait outside i'll pick u up !
we talked alot ! hal yomain i am seeing more decent ppl !
the dentis, 7mod, 3adel,
madre good ppl wallah, bas there was somthing about this dentis, he is garga acceptence !
yes it is a wierd saying, garga acceptence ? what is that ?
it means he could manage hearing a person talk for hours with only 20% chance of getting a head-acke
we went to a restrant - i know i know ! i always say i hate restrants and stuff bas !!! -
i mean where could ppl talk in kuwait besides the restrants in salmiya ?
we had a vegitarian salad, 3 types of lettuce !
i donno it was o.k, i really ate u guys, i am not kidding, i think, maybe becuase the company was good ?
i heard a friend once say that if u have good ppl around u, ur appitite springs into life !
i ate like a third of a cheese sandwich 2 !
really really fun time !
i think i am liking the thought of going out thanks to these new guys !
they make me feel ... Alive !
3zeezaty Al-wara8ah
عزيزتي الورقه
ها انا ذا ارتشف بعض القهوة من فنجاني القديم ...
طعمها مر ... ولو ان قطع السكر ذابت بها كما ذاب وجداني باحدهم ....
عزيزتي الورقه .... هل لي ان ارجع الى عادتي القديمه ؟
بالقاء اسراري في احضانك الامينه ؟
ام تغيرت واصبحت حزينه ؟ كما اصبحت عيناي واهدابها ؟
عزيزتي الورقه ... قرأت في جريدة الصباح عن نجم من نجوم الشباب ...
احد الاصدقاء القدامى ... ذي موهبة فذه ... فلا يصح مني العتاب ...
تمنيت لو أن مواهبي يا ورقتي الصفراء تتحق عندما رأيت ذلك الشهاب ...
مارا يلقي علي التحية بانس ... ولو أني الامرين أعاني والعذاب ...
صديقتي الورقه ... يا صديقا لم يجافيني ولم يخلف أبدا اللقاء ...
يا ذاك الثغر الصادق يا منبع النقاء ...
هل لي ان أكمل ؟!
أشكو لكي آلامي ... مواجعي ... أشارك تحسري وأسهل ؟
ورقتي العزيزة ... عيناي بكت بصمت تلك الفراشة السوداء ...
المتروكة على سور الحديقه دون أصدقاء لكن مع الكثير من الأعداء ...
فراشة مؤمنة تنتظر عداله السماء ...
لكي تنعم بالهدوء والراحة , بعض الرضا بعد العناء ...
عزيزتي الورقة ... قبليني قبلة التاءه لأمه ...
قبليني قبله الرسام لفنه ... وأحبيني حب الشهيد لريح دمه ...
حب طفل للعبه عاشرها من صغر سنه ...
فما من حب الا انتي يا ورقتي ...
يا ذات الخلق النبيل ...
يا من ساندتني في محنتي ...
يا من انجدتني عندما بدأت ذئاب ذهني بالعويل ...
Talented Poeple
u guys, i knew a guy in a group in a summer programe, he was always calm, kind, charming, cute, and Talnted !
o0 today he is is in the news papers as a talnted man, really ! it felt great !
an old friend is being ummm recognized for his unique-ness, it is amazing, i wish fahad and adnan get the same attention too, u see guys, these boys are the kind who make u love acting , singing, dancing, designing, loving life, being creative ...
yes other drama groupers were good, but i dont really like to remember poeple who have a shitty attitude thewards me, but it wouldnt be fair not to admit there talents.
i donno these guys, 3bdalla 3abd el wahhab, Fahad shmais, adnan mosawi , are really really reeeeaaally amazing ....
its a shame if there talents went away , madre walla, madre shagool, bas 7asafa, ehny bil-kuwait, el talented ma ynf3 !
lazim m'3roor o0 asshole, o0 hatheela la m'3rooreeen walla assholes !
o0 today he is is in the news papers as a talnted man, really ! it felt great !
an old friend is being ummm recognized for his unique-ness, it is amazing, i wish fahad and adnan get the same attention too, u see guys, these boys are the kind who make u love acting , singing, dancing, designing, loving life, being creative ...
yes other drama groupers were good, but i dont really like to remember poeple who have a shitty attitude thewards me, but it wouldnt be fair not to admit there talents.
i donno these guys, 3bdalla 3abd el wahhab, Fahad shmais, adnan mosawi , are really really reeeeaaally amazing ....
its a shame if there talents went away , madre walla, madre shagool, bas 7asafa, ehny bil-kuwait, el talented ma ynf3 !
lazim m'3roor o0 asshole, o0 hatheela la m'3rooreeen walla assholes !
My Day !
خلوني اقول لكم تفاصيل رحلتي الى المدينه الترفيهية !
هذا يا شباب في يوم 18 اغسطس كان عيد ميلاد احد اصدقائي , وما قدرت اروحله في نفس اليوم واسلم عليه واتمناله اعوام كثيره في رحلته , فحسيت بالضيقه , فقلت ايره بدون لا يدري الى المدينه الترفيهيه , ولما يروح يبي يشتري تذكره يقولونله انت الزائر رقم كذا كذا فدخوولك مجاني والخرابيط هذي ....
على فكره ترا يصير وما ياخذون منك تكاليف زياده بس حطو صوره اللي تبون له الموضوع بالاستاند والاداره يزاها الله خير تتكفل انها تقوله هالشي !
المهم يدش فالقاه ىنا فيقولي , وانا اتصرف ببراءه شديده !
ونروح الى احد المطاعم اللي اهو اشتغل فيها سابقا في الصيف قيخلونه يسوي الاكل اللي يبيه حتى لو مو على المنيو !!
هم ما ياخذون عليك وايد , بس سعر الاكل , واليونيفورم !
ويعطونه كيك فروستد - مو بروستد - بمناسبه عيد ميلاده !
وانا الهدية اللي يايبها له , وصديقي الاقرب وانا نغنيله هابي بيرث داي تو انتا !
عبالك ان آنا اجذب مو ؟ اي من حقكم , لان شكلها صعب , بس اتصال اتصالين واستفسار بالاماكن الصحيحه , ودفع مبلغ بسيط جدا بالنسبه لاي هديه تسوي , بحيث بدال ما تشتري عطر , تشتري يوم !
وبعد التخطيط وآنا وصديقي المقرب سطايلش ! والمكان اللي يمكن نسوي فيه هالشي , ومتى , ووين , خلصنا تخطيط بررررفكت !
يعني محد يجك الجذبه !
قلناله يوم عادي وتعال , وما شددنا بس قلنا لازم تيي وفن ووناسه وكوول داي وجذي !
ودقيت آنا قبلها بيووم على ابو بس اسوولف , كنت استفسر اكييد بيي ولا لأ !
قال بيي ! قلت حلو , وكملت الساااالفه !
واليوم لما رحت المكان وأكدت على الاداره , وقالولي كل شي اوكي , دشيت ! وعادي !
ادق عليه ! ما يرد !
مره , هم بعد مره , وهم بعد مره ..................... وعلشان الجمهور بعد مره !
ما رد !
طيب من تلفون ثاني ! ما رد , مسج ما رد !
وقعدت يمكن بو نص ساعه ناطر يدق ما رد !
وراح عليه اليوم المكسين !
بس الكيك كان عجييييب ! اول مره بصراحه احب اني اكل كيك , لان انا ما احب الاكل اللي جذيه مقادير وايد وخرابيط , بس كان موكلت كيك , يعني نفس الجيز كيك بس كاكاو جوكلت !
كلنا آنا ورفيجي العزيز !
وكملنا اليوم , واستانسنا ! وربح سطايلش دب كبير !!!
انا ما ربحت لان لما بغيت اقط الكره عثرت على الستاند , فخسرت , بس شريت تاتو لصق حلو , على يوم اصور واراويكم اياه !
وسويت ابجووره حلووووه ! عليها صورتي ويا سطايلش بس قالي اخذ الدب وعطني الابجوره , فخذاها وانا خذت الدب !
صج صج صج يوم ممتع ! واتمنى استانس جذي مع باجي ربعي !
ولو اني اكره المكان , وكان الجو اي شي !
لكن صج ربعك اذا كانوا موجودين يحلون اي مكان , الصحبه الصج ما تخلى !
وهم زعلت على رفيجي الثاني , لان صج كان بيستانس ويانا ! يعني بلا القعده بالبيت برووحه , وجذي !
المهم يلا روحوا خلوووني اكل الكوكيز اللي اشتريتهم , ويلا باااااااااي !
Pattrens
today i called, a very very dear friend, a person who is so close to me, my soul would be a cheap gift to him, i called him to say hello, to hear his funny news, his shy thoughts, and bold spirituality, i called, but instead of the usual fun i had, i was forced from his side, to be humiliated, he judged my personality in his jokes, its really wiered i am a comidian, its my job, i am the funny guy at school, at work, in the net, but i couldnt luagh ?
i dont know why, he simply showed me another face !
a face that i didnt think a friend, a close friend could poses !
and when i told him that was insain he said becuase he loves me he said that to me !
what he said was insain ! and it hurt me alot !
my final word ....
To My Dear friend ...
To My Best friend
its amazing how the the pattren of love, is really similar to the pattren of insanity
i dont know why, he simply showed me another face !
a face that i didnt think a friend, a close friend could poses !
and when i told him that was insain he said becuase he loves me he said that to me !
what he said was insain ! and it hurt me alot !
my final word ....
To My Dear friend ...
To My Best friend
its amazing how the the pattren of love, is really similar to the pattren of insanity
Matha 7a9al fel ams
امس الساعه 12 وشي جذي , مرني واحد من اعز الناس لي , ليبرتي بوي = احمدووووه ! , صرنا ربع بسرعه , اهو نفس طبيعتي , قرقه وشيطان , هواياته قريبه من هواياتي , فيري جوود بوي والله !
علما وصل الى بيتنا وبعد الطريق الجهنمي , وكل خمس دقايق على التلفون علشان ادليه , وانا اساسا ما ادل !
وصل يا حليله بسياره الوالد , وطبعا ابوي استجوبني منو هذا , من وين عرفته , منو ابوه , وين يشتغل , عطني رقم تلفونه وتلفون بيتهم وعنوانهم علشان اجيك اذا صار شي , يعني الحديث المعتاد اللي تتحجى فيه مع ابوك , والسؤال اللي يزعج اكثر - ليش الحين ؟ - لووول واهو صاج الوقت متأخر !!!
المهم طلعنا ونحن نستمتع بالموسيقى الغبيه لبريتني سبيرز اووبس اي فارتيد اغاين ! وذهبنا الى شاطئ البحر , تصدقون 4 ساعات بس نتكلم ! واستانست لو اني رايح اكبر مكان ترفيهي بالعالم ؟
طلع الكلام صج صج صج شي حلو !
ومع انسان طبيعي مو نفس المعقدين اللي اعرفهم بالنت !
اوووله !!!
وناسه !
ولا الميانين اللي وياي بالمدرسه !
المهم بعد مده الحديث في الطريق انعزمت لستاربكس !
وكلنا نعرف اني ما اشتري ولا ارووح استاربكس بعد الحادثه المريره !
- طبعا الا بحاله وحده اذا سطايلش كان وياي لانه اهو مدمن ستاربكس فاذا قلتله مكان ثاني بيكون زعلان طوول الطريج - !
المهم رحنا ستاربكس المطار , وكان وياي الللابتوب عبالي يعني بنقل له اغاني بالايبود ماله !!
لكن كان اهناك كوننيكشون بستاربكس !!!
وناسه !
شفنا اغاني يابانيه مالت هاكورا يوتادا , وكودا كومي , وشفنا جوجو ليطل طوو لايط ! - على فكره ال ط يعني ت - لولييييز !
شفنا مادونا واهي تنصلب بالتور مالتها كلله كله ! مل شي شفناه !
يوتوووب سرييييع !!
صج صج كانت ليله ممتعه , ولو ان عندي نت في البيت , ودايما اقدر ارووح البحر , ودايما اقدر ادق على سطايلش واتكلم , لكن طلعتي ويا ليبرتي كانت غير , يعني اول مره اتكلم مع شخص طبيعي !
يتأثر بالمحيط اللي حواليه , وعنده احساس مو نفس الـــ " بقر " يكرم السامع المنتشرين هاليومين , وعلى فكره للي يقول لا تجمع اقوووله كل واحد يعرف نغسه هل انت بقره ؟ اذا كان لفظ المؤنث اهو ما ازعجك , هل انت ثور ؟
اذا اي خلاص اسكت , اذا لا هم اسكت , واحمد ربك انك مو بقره او ثور !!!!
المهم تسالون ليش انا معصب بآخر الحديث ولو ان دايما حديثي راقي واخرتها قلبت اهني , اقوولكم اني مليت !
مليت الغباء الاجتماعي المنتشر في الكويت !
الى متى !!!! ؟؟؟؟
Fishie !
كاني قاعد اكتب لكم روحتي الى البحر لكي استطاد السمك !
شوفوا اللغه شلون ؟ العالم كلها تصيد وصنارات وشبك وطرادات ولوووويه !!!
اقووول شباب ؟ محد فيكم يعلمني الصيد ؟
اكو ريال غبي قاعد يمد جدامي ميده ويشرح لي انها ميده !
يعني ما بعرف انها ميده , يعني بذمتك كل خميس اكلنا سمج يا زبيدي يا صبور يا ميد يا هامور , بس يقولون الزبيدي مسرطن !
مادري لي الحين ابوي ياكله !
حتى آنا والله بس ما احب آكل بقشه بيتنا كله ياكله بقفشه الا آنا ! بيدي , امي تقول لان يدي كان يوكلني !
بس باجي الاكل بشوكه علشان اقطعه تدرون لزووووم الذرابه , مما يخلي امي تعصب تقولي اكل بقشه حسسنا انك طبيعي على يوم !
العالم كلها يايه تصيد الا انا ويا رفيق دربي والذي اشكيله همي عزيزي لابتوبي !
قلت اقولكم شنو قاعد اسوي , بس امبيه اكو اهني نت ؟
واحد غبي يايب المودم ماله ؟
لااا حرااام يمنا شركه وابتيك مالت الاتصال اهناك الاتصال ببلاش علشان يجربون مشالله واصلي لي اهني ؟
مادري بس اهم شي اني قاعد اكلمكم !
اووووه لحظة خن اصك هذا بلووووك غثني !
اي ردينا تدرون شنو نفسي , نفسي انام ببيت واحد من ربعي نطالع افلام قديمه , ماكو الا حبيبي ماي بست فريند ستايلش !
خو غوووووس اهله هاليومين عندهم , وحمني مادري شلووون صعبه , ليبرتي عنده طابق بروووحه بس هم ما يقرق وايد !
منو منو اكيد ستايلش , خن احن عليييه يمكن يمرني !
تقولون ايي ؟
يلا ندق عليييه
باييي شباب ميرسي فضفضت شوي !!!
shay 7elo !
شي حلو ان الواحد ما يعرف كل شي !
شي يسرني اني اكون - جاهل - وكوني انسان مثقف اجتماعيا , يثبت تناقض ما اقوله , لكن خلوني اشرح لكم ...
انا ما اعرف بشغلات وايد , يعني , ما افهم بالكره مثلا , ولا بالسيارات , ولا بالرياضه , يعني شغلات الشباب المعتاده مو متعود عليها , انا انسان مفكر , ما عندي مانع اقعد في البيت سنه كامله تدرون ليش ؟
لاني بسيط ! ومو مهتم بالمناضر ولا بالكشخه , ولا بالـــ أنا ! , عرفت واحد من ربعي , لي الحين اعرفه والله , كله آنا سويت و آنا يبت و آنا حطيت و آنا خذت !!!
بعرف هذا ليش مو راضي يفهم , ان الواحد لما يحقق شي , يحققه لروحه , يعني ليش المناضر ؟ حبيبي لما انت تسوي شي لنفسك والله مو لي !
يعني الحين يا شباب لما الواحد يحقق انجاز اهم شي اهو يحس بجماله وقدره مو الناس , شنو الفرق اذا العالم اعترفوا بالشي اللي انت سويته وانت ما تعترف فيه ؟
اوكيه تبي تتفاخر , اتفاخر , بس لا تسوي نفسك انت العملاق واحنا حبات الفاصوليا اللي تحت , لا تنسى ان حبات الفاصوليا اهي اللي صعدك جاك بلاك , وذبح العملاق بالقصه - اذا تعرفونها - المهم , انا ما ابي اطلع وايد من الموضوع بس خنوصل لكم الفكره , ان الواحد لازم يخاي مسافه , بينه وبين نفسه لان الكبر الزايد مو حلو , خل مجالات مجهوله بالنسبه لك , اوكي اتعلم , بس لا تغصب فكرك لا افكار الباجين , لا تكون سيكو ! يا حبيبي العلم حلو , لكن تسوي نفسك فاهم كل شي , هذا غباء , خلك جاهل , علشان باجي العلماء يعطونك اللي عندهم , طبعا محد في الكون الا الله سبحانه وتعالى هو العارف بكل شي , قول اللي بنفس لا تحبسه , تحجى عن كل شي لكن احترم حدود الادب وكياني كإنسان , يعني انت ترا تصغرني في نظر نفسي لما تقول انا سويت هذا وهذا هم بعد هذا لا تنسى هذا , هذا وهذا , وخنتذكر هذا !!!
I'm Not Sorry It's Human Nature
Animal
dont u guys think that inside each and every person of us an animal waiting to break loose ?
so many times i feel it inside of me especialy when i become angry over something, which makes me wonder if i let it break out, will it be worth it ?
or will it be a catastrophe coz god knows when i'm pissed i'm pissed !
some poeple think that the thin slim guy cant afford to do a thing, lol, i have a mind that could massacre a country b7alha :Pp~ loly !
i dont really know i guess i have to remind myself that my daily image is the prettiest and i should keep it that way ?
Mo ?
so many times i feel it inside of me especialy when i become angry over something, which makes me wonder if i let it break out, will it be worth it ?
or will it be a catastrophe coz god knows when i'm pissed i'm pissed !
some poeple think that the thin slim guy cant afford to do a thing, lol, i have a mind that could massacre a country b7alha :Pp~ loly !
i dont really know i guess i have to remind myself that my daily image is the prettiest and i should keep it that way ?
Mo ?
Oh He Said !
همممممم
مر يوم 2 ثمانيه عالماشي !
ولا جنه كان هذا اليوم من أسوأ الايام في حياة الكويتيين ؟
ما ابي اشرح وافصل وافسر شصار بالغزو !!!
بس بقول ان لي الحين الوالده تييها كوابيه منه !
لا وبيفتحون الحدود بعد ؟
لهدرجه احنا اغبياء يالكويتيين ؟
لازم ننقرص من الحيه الف مره ومره يالله نتعلم ولما نتعلم اسبوعين وننسى !
صج كونترادقشن !
Few Of My Favourite Things
i have alot of favourite things, more than oprah to tell the truth ...
hmmmm lets count ém eh ?
when friends tell me stupid things !
when the person i love gives me a goofy look !
when i sing loud in a pulic place and ppl hush me, but my friends sing along :Pp~ !
when some one close to me touches my hand and my breath stops :s :Pp~ !
when some one makes me feel beautiful !
when some one on my mind knocks on my door or call me !
when i breathe, when i simply breathe !!!
Madry Laysh !
ليش العنف في الكويت شي طبيعي !
ليش ولو احنا بلد مسلم , ورا بيتنا اكو ريال يبيع فودكا وورا بيت رفيجي باحد المناطق الكشخه - كلش كلش - واحد يبيع مخدرات !
ليش اذا انت ما تلبس دولتشي اند غابانا او غوتشي انت مو كشخه ؟
ليش اذا ما عندك ايبود انت من العصر الحجري ؟
ليش اذا ما عندك لابتوب انت متخلف ؟
ليش اذا ما كلت بنينو انت مو ولد ناس اكابر - هي هي ارستقراطيه الكويت كلهم اهناك وييع !! - ؟
ليش اذا ما كان عندم تليفون فيه بلوتوث وكاميرا وام بي ثري وجي بي ار اس سعره 200 كي دي وفوق انت مو متحضر ؟
ليش اذا ما سهرت طول الليل تحاجي وحده وتحلف لها - والله وراس امي ودفنه ابوي " ابووه يشاخر يمه " - انت مو ريال ؟
ليش اذا ما قلت " سفكسفيوز مي اي وند برد بليز " عند مكدونالدز انت هيلقي ؟
ليش نص التعداد السكني في الكويت من الساعه 9 الصبح لي 9 بالليل بستاربكس ؟
ليش كل الكويت تقول انها ساكنه في " قرطبه , الجابريه , بيان , الخالديه , الدعيه , مشرف , واذا خربوها القرين " ؟
ليش آنا ياللي عندي مواهب لا تعد ولا تحصى مو لاقيلي سمر جوب وكل واحد اعرفه حصل اربع ؟
ليش الكويتيين محبطين شعوريا ؟
ليش ... ؟
ليش ... ؟
Disapear - To B With Love
Remembering …
The sight of your tender skin comes near …
As I'm alone, standing, waiting on OUR pier …
Watching that lonesome ship sales by …
Remembering …
your promise, our love will never die …
My Journey to that past coasts me a single tear …
You make my memories disappear …
I've got you under my skin …
within my heart…
running through my veins ….
I Care about, our eyes love making …
Never cared about …
Who loses or gains …
My fever …
Forget the time of emptiness and leisure …
With me …
Lose track of hurts and pains …
My Dear …
In My Mind Your Never Far …
Always Near …
You …
Make My Memories Disappear
We're All O.k - Poem To My Guardian Angel
We're All O.k...
Don't You Worry ... We're All O.k ...
Please Don't Cry ... Don't Leave ... Stay ...
Becuase We're All O.k ...
Oh My Love ... Please Answer My Prayer ...
My Myth ... I Think Of You ...
Smell You ... And Feel You ...
Every Where ...
Let's Go Sing In The Rain ...
Do You Dare ?
Remember ...
As We Slept In The Cold & Pain ...
You Were My Every Thing ...
You Were My World ...
Close Your Eyes Feel Safe And Sound ...
Let Me Make Sure Your Warm All Around ...
Believe me ...
To Your Eyes I'm Bound ...
Close Your Eyes ...
Feel Safe And Sound ...
And If You Wont Stay ...
Remember The One ...
With You Used To Sway ...
Remember That Until Now ...
Until This Day ...
I'll Feel You Within Me ...
Remember The One...
That You Could Shape Shift ...
Just Like A Clay ...
Remember That If You Wont Stay ...
so2al !
سؤال !
هل تحبني ام لا ؟
سؤال !
هل لازت تنتظر امام باب قصري الزجاجي المبني على الوهم ؟
عزيزي يا صاحب الاحساس المرهف !
عزيزي يا من كان في الليالي الباردة , يعيرني ذلك المعطف ...
ذلك الجسد , الحصن المنيع , ذي القلب الوسيع ...
عزيزي, ها وقد شددنا الامتعة للرحيل ؟
هل انت مستعد لبكاء الملاكئة الاصيل ؟
عزيزي !
سؤال طويل !
سؤال طويل !
هل تحبني يا صاحب الشمع والقنديل ؟
O7iboka Wa Lakin
من أجمل اللحظات لما أحد يعترف لك بحبه مو ؟
اي ادري اسالني !!! الحب ترا ماكو منه , لانه شعور سامي , ورقيق , وحلو.
في شخص مضبطينه لي - اي شغل ميسس ماتش بينات ربعي افففف لا تسأل - المهم ...
كلمني هالشخص على التليفون ... كلمه مني كلمه منه ... الإعجاب صار متبادل ...
كلمني عالنت , اخذ ثلاث ارباع صوري , شوي ولا يكتبلي سبع سطور جمله " صج احبك "
آنا صدقت !! اي ليش ما اصدق , اهلي ما ربوني على اني اجذب ! وقالولي ان المحبه هدية من الله , لا تضيع اللي يحبك حتى لو ما تحبه !
ومرت الأيام ولا الشخص هذا مع انه اعترف بحبه , الا انه ما يتواصل وياي , وتطلع الأعذار والسوريات والحلفان !!! فلم ... فلم ...
آنا اتضايقت , لان بضغط منه ولما حس اني مو مهتم اعربت بحبي , ما اجذب اول يووم ما حبيت الشخص , ولما قابلته ما اهتميت ضليت ساكت , تحجى عن نفسه وعن انجازاته , ما ادري ما ناقشت الا بالفنون لاني فنان , هذا اهو ...
لما رديت البيت فكرت ... قلت هالشخص شكله صاج , ومن تربيتي السنعه والصحيحه , وكلام الوالده الله يذكرها بالخير " لا تكره من اكرهك وحب من حبك " حبيته ...
ثاني يوم , لا مسج , لا تليفون ....
ثالث يوم , لا مسج , لا تلفيون ...
...
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سادس يوم :-
سولاي: هلا "X" شلونك ؟ وينك قعدت احاتيك ... ؟
X : والله يا سولاي دوام والله كان عندي هذا و ... - تري لي لي تري لا لا - ....
سولاي: اوكي اوكي , عادي بس كنت احاتيك وجذي اوكي ........
X : مشكور يلا باي !!!
ومرت الايام .... ما قمنا نحاجي بعض ... صار X جنه بيض الصعو , لا اي صعو هذاك تييب طاريه هذا ماكو !!!
جان احاجيه بالماسنجر لما دش ...
سولاي : ليش جذي يا ... انا اسال عنك وانت تقول تحبني ولا تسال عني ؟
X : ما ادري
سولاي : شلون ما تدري قول ؟ رد ليش تحاجيني بالطريقه ؟
X : تبي الصراحه انا احب احد ثاني ... وعرفتك علشان انساه , لكن ما اقدر يلا باي خلاص ...
بذمتكم ؟ مو افعال الجبان هذي ؟ بس المصيبه آنا لي الحين ماد ايدي لهذا الشخص !
لاني ولد اصول وعالم ... مو معناته اهو مو ولد اصول ... لكن اللي يسوي هذا الافعال بصراحه ما يوسى بعيني !
انا حنيت اعرف التفاصيل , وسالت ودورت , وكنت وقتها زعلان , بس لما عرفت من يحب , تنفست الصعداء !!!
طلعت ىنا احسن من كل جهة , ماديا , شكليا , عقليا , واهم شي فكريا !!!
مره ثانيه سلمان يفوز بحكمه يديده , وبباب الله يسكره له , علشان ينفتح الف ...
آنا اثبت لنفسي اني انسان نظيف ... الحمدالله على هالتجربه !
وتدرون اني ما اكره هالشخص الحين !
بالعكس ! ولو اني مسحت رقمه لكن لما يدق برد جنه من اعز الربع ! لان قلبي طيب !!!
انا ولد اوادم !!!
واعرف شلون احب !
مو ؟
Horney/Prozac Nation
لاحظت شي بالكويت , الكل هورني !
وين ما اروح القى دلائل على الغرائز والاندفاعات الجنسيه بكل مكان , مهما كان شعور الواحد تجاه الثاني - طبعا يكون الثاني ما يصير له :s - لازم يفكر بالثاني بطريقه جنسيه ولو لاجزاء من الثانيه !
الللي ما يتصدق ان بعض الناس يكون الحب هو الجنس لكن الجنس مو اهو الحب !
بالنسبه لي آنا , ما يثيرني الجسم العاري مهما بلغ من حلاوه , او خفه على العين , اكثر شي صج يخليني مهتم ومنجذب اهو لمسه الايد , النظره والكلمه الحلوه , يمكن دقه قديمه , اعترف ايه , لكن هذي الاحاسيس اللي ابعثها عاده ما تكون صادقه اذا مو دايما , لاني ما انسى عامل الهرمونات اللي عندي , كوني 17 معناته اني جيس هرمونات متنقل , ساعه حمل رقيق , وبثانيه اقلب وحش كاسر , بس كل شي علي حلو .... مو ؟
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Kuwait - A.K.A Prozac Nation
Horney People , Arrogant, Sexualy dopressed Thats to count few featurse of our nations youth, but on the other side, they are fragile as a leafe in automn, sweet loving caring, and always, i mean always Passionate !!!
kinda reminds u by prozac patients, they have alot of charectaresitcs lol :P how do u spell that word ?
hmmm kuwaities kuwaities kuwaites, proud to be one, yet cant live as one !
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