People always tell me "stop thinking, you think too much!"
What does it mean?
I really don’t know!
You see I am one of those "Not So Few" people who think 24/7; I sleep around 5 hours a day, I always panic, whether its about what do I want to be or major at, or whether I want strawberry sauce or berry sauce on my cheese cake, I simply panic, I always "what if" myself, I always wonder, I think so much, that when I was 16 I went to a private doctor to put me through a full physical test so I could know why I sleep few hours a day, and I if I slept more I don’t feel well and may get sick, guess what was the answer?
My brain functions while I sleep, you see normal people, there subconscious work while they sleep, but in my case, my fucked up, over powered, jumpy and extremely hyper conscious.
Any way, this is my nature, I think, but why do people tell me not to think?
Yes, thinking makes me dramatic sometimes; it also makes me angry, sad, and emotional, it causes me to lie and some times even gets me into deep depressions, still that’s who I am! A thinker!
Now my darling little wonderers, you might wonder, we also think but we aren’t as dramatic as you sir!
Well! What I classifies as thinking in my dictionary, is excessive thinking in yours, still, I can't stop thinking!
And when people tell me to stop thinking, I think about how I stop thinking!
Oh My God, does it end?
Why do I think too much?
