Journey of the Crystal eyes.

there was that time...
where I stared at your eyes
for so long ... such a fiend
such a diabolic prime...
as you breath, my soul araise
serenely no witnesses
in dexterity commited your crime
mercy upon my dying soul
into my wound add...
a little bit more lime
one look into the crystal eyes
is a stamp to my torture time

in chaos I see you everywhere
your delightful face in my windows
even in my small cup of coffee
specially beneath your eye rainbows
I see you in my body shapes
in my veins and my stomach line
I am a drunkard with no wine
I am dying, like that I am fine
to escape your crystal eyes
is mythical legend, throttled lies
million x-roads with no single sign
undying mortal with power of divine

within your crystal eyes radiance
I assaulted your fanciful maze
each path divide into two doors
one door contain a griffin beast
the other path infernally ablaze
psycho!, give me a hint atleast
expecting me to try the burning phase?
or accepting to be the griffin's feast
a mysterious weird puzzle...
with so many pieces hidden in haze
the harder I try the more I struggle
the deeper I think the more I daze

and as I was completely hopeless...
I got snatched by a valiant vulture
dropped me by the gate of your fortress
a resurrection of another saga to venture
when I thought that vulture was a salvation
something spiritually absorbed me inside...
this place is charming, filled with sansation
completely stunned looking around side to side
while I was exploring and walking slowly
I stopped... and started to realize
appearantly with all the diamond's volley
I am actually, inside your crystal eyes.

Written date and time: 27/11/08 12:30am (q8 time)

One more kiss.

One more kiss is all I need
get me wasted drugs and weed
I worship your lips...
how will I exile my septic creed

A wizard with me you conjure
magical kiss of that I am sure
once our lips touch...
this whole cosmos will blur

Into my heart thrust your spear
shroud me with joy and fear
to the underworld lets voyage...
together and a kiss lets disappear

My face shape is growing old
my heart is frozen and cold
my body is shaking...
I am dying as you've been told

I threw you my soul in grace
comet and space can they embrace?
with every cigarette I ignite...
within the smoke I see your face

An octopus aiming to manacle
every kiss present a tentacle
once you fall in it...
it become an enigma with no oracle

Getting lost in your forest's fog
now drowning in your corrupted bog
before your sorcery I was a prince...
now I shall eternally remain a frog

Set me free...one more kiss is all I need.

Written date and time: 23/11/08 3:00pm

War.

today is war, today is sin

today is war, today I grin

listen to me, to every immortal word

today we plant the seed of greed

everyone will indeed have to bleed

today your fresh flesh is our feed

nevermore mercy to your pettiful world

ashes to ashes serenity to dust

empire to fire severity to lust

today I roar your fatality is must

to your clan in wrath I sharpen my sword

fear our courage, flee back to stone-age

today we bring you nothing but a carnage

unstoppable guts driven by frenzy rampage

on my ship of mania welcome aboard

our rules are be tyrant be brave

blast your enemy like a tsunami-wave

no captivity only corpse and grave

suicidal we're to our majestic lord

deathwish for the sake of your harm

conquerors to you like a locust swarm

in victory today I shall raise my arm

today is war, today is sin

today is war, today I win.

Written date and time: 21/11/08 01:00pm

Janis Joplin Tribute - Joss Stone & Melissa Etheridge

Janis Lyn Joplin (January 19, 1943 – October 4, 1970) was an influential American singer, songwriter, and music arranger, from Port Arthur, Texas. She rose to prominence in the late 1960s as the lead singer of Big Brother and the Holding Company, and later as a solo artist. In 2004, Rolling Stone magazine ranked Joplin number 46 on its list of the 100 Greatest Artists of All Time, and number 28 on its 2008 100 Greatest Singers of All Time list "Wikipedia"



Now, i am a big fan of janis, one of the greatest women who ultered my life, and the songs that she sang with her magicall powers, through and through all her pain, thats just pure magic, so i remembered the tribute that joss and melissa did, and i simply had to post it, you all remember it, its the 2005 grammy awards ceramony, with joss bare foot and vocally slapping every one in the face reminding them who janis is and with melissa shaking the cores of everyone with her soar vocals, an unforgetable tribute was sent to her in heavens, may you rest in peace miss joplin.

i just wanna know

i'm a bit full of myself... no wait, i am really full of myself!
time has passed and i seen so many things, the more things i saw, the more things i had to see, its like a weird game, when ever i see something, i find out there is three hundred more things to see.
whats even more facinating is that the more i know, the less i know!
meaning, the more educated i get, the more things i have to get educated about!
i simply do not have a way to explain it!
and it made me wonder... does it end? this loop, this circle, does it end?
i am hungry for information, any kind.. any sort, yes i crave a certain kind which is medical information, but still, i just... I Just "Wanna " Know!
the reason i am posting this is that it became a little... scary, i spend so many time re-searching stuff, that my condition is simply nerotic.
i know its human nature to "wanna"know, but this is so extreme!
i spent seven hours yesterday reading about the water gate scandale!
i need to know if this is normal, ooh look at me! now i need to know whats wrong with me needing to know!
seriously!
i mean seriously! i am becoming damaged goods!
HELP!

Heart-dew.

(this poem is inspired by a true story happened with me long time ago).

She named herself heart-dew...

I looked at her with narrow eyes

she decently broke my barrier

she was extreamly sharp and wise

forced me to say it.. I admire you

she blushed whispering.. I like you too

my adrenalin started to raise

wishing its true, fearing the lies

however, we spent days of smiles

untill one day she cried a river

her hand is shaking, yelling freeze

I dont think we can be together

I am dangerously sick, oh God please

I am infected with cancer disease

I need to be gone, and she did go

with anger I dropped down on my knees

my rage is redicilously overflow

I honestly didnt know who to blame

literally I was a kid, young and pure

I wanted to ask her to marry me in fame

now I am scared, lured, and ensecure

every tear-drop present gas on my flame

wondering now who of us need the cure?

every heart-beat in me spell her name

with every vortex second I truely endure

out of curiousity please tell me why

in the name of humanity please dont die

cant we just live happily in peace

rainbow in the sky, flower and a butterfly

why do you have to say good-bye?

why do I have to cry, I think I know why..

because this is life not paradise

because in here we only roll the dice

her parents are divorced, there-fore..

she had to be gone, to her mother

so far away from our blessed shore

leaving behind her blank pages and a lover

a whole new story of mysery to explore

a damaged dusty destiny to discover

with drawn eyes punching the floor

in patience tasting my royal suffer

that happened more than seven years ago

do you remember me? do you have any clue?

that your name in my heart still glow

I cant forget, its never ending over-time

luxuriously growing in me as I said so

regarding the knives and the ultimate blow

if you're still alive, reading this poem

I present it for you my precious heart-dew.

Written date and time: 17/11/08 6:45pm

Its myself.

Its myself, haunted by an infidel

I've broken every promised vow

backstabbed myself, dont ask me how

lost in my illusion, where am I now?

Its myself, freakin locked in my cell

please dont fear my mysterious void

please heal me I am mentally paranoid

loneliness is a paralysed edge to avoid

Its myself, seeking a cave to dwell

I am cryptic, I dont want to die alone

my phobia shattered every remaining bone

left me blinded facing the unknown

Its myself, hysterically creeping well

whats a lumberjack with no axe

whats a candle with melted wax

exhausted I've reached my limited max

Its myself, a sealed door with no bell

hypnotic howl seduction, faith dampen

dead raven and a scarecrow in my garden

how tempting to meet death with no warden

its me, seeing a vision of myself in hell.

Written date and time: 14/11/08 6:30am

Scorpion Giving Birth

Well, i got this really intresting email last week, its about a scorpion giving birth, the process takes five days, in which the back starts to break or to be exact it opens in a split in the middle, the baby scorpions go out one by one, then the back magically closes again :D!
it's so facinating isnt it?

It's reflective.

Its reflective, whats beneath a stagnant lake

with in the sky horizon high above

a fabulous glamorous white dove

giving a wing swing in the name of love

Its reflective, to ignore our God's sake

to love is to give and sacrifice

to share, care, accept plus being wise

appreciate, trust, creation of a self-prize

Its reflective, so true yet obviously so fake

they say those feelings are forbidden

I say surrender to the unforgiving

we name it a treasure because its hidden

Its reflective, whats beyond a smooth snake

"knock knock", snap out your shell

filthy and wealthy, my heart isnt for sell

its for you, to build up a heaven in hell

Its reflective, when our conscience is awake

once you're vulnerable I wont neglect

welcome to the sorrow, its too late to regret

smile to the reality, its too much to forget

Its effective havoc, absolutely reflective.

Written date and time: 10/11/08 2:20am

Its terminating.

Its terminating... sensational skinny waist !

is this a coincedence or fate?

evil trap or a worthy soulmate?

the moment I saw your eyes...

the moment you opened the hell gate

Its terminating... I cant resist your taste !

melt in me burn up my desire

sex me .. set my bed on fire

dig up my lust...

kiss my neck like a vampire

Its terminating... slow down, why the haste?

we got all the night.. turn off the light

Gosh, my heart throb, it cant be right

erupted volcanoes, angry waterfalls,

nervous war-drums, girzzlies fight

Its terminating, its facinating, its you.

Written date and time: 7/11/08 2:30am

Its madness.

Its madness, just injustice

the way your body sway

is the way you slay

slaving spell a path to obey

Its madness, I am anxious

round and round in a dark circle

abandoning me aint a miracle

victim to a vicious violent vigil

I am..

Its madness, you're obnoxious

I beg you unchain my hand

thirsty.. stop feeding me sand

tired of being tired God damned

when the nightfall ... I change

mystery in a hidden history thats when I fall

wearing a tiara in the middle of a hall

inside a gigantic castle .. unlimited range

thats when I scream give it to me, give it all

Its madness, am I insane?

why I am shackled? who's minion you're

is it your eyes? the spider's nest

or your smiles, best plague of the rest

or might aswell whichever come first

brilliant sin, how innocent you're

Its madness, a venom in vein

wolves slaughter me alive

its you, an unfair nightmare

with beauty in it, irresistible long hair

creature... within you is my air

where I get wounded, suffer and survive

Its madness, its you...

that no one can explain

brutal curses, possession rain

vile smile in awhile.. you're captured

in the cage of eternal pain

no passion to gain, no heart to obtain

Just madness... just eternal pain.

Written date and time:20/10/2008 5:20am

Vincent Valentine

Hi all, Ya I am a friend of Sollai, we've been friends since how long? 3-4 years? however, the time doesnt really matter comparing it with how good our friendship is, He's the best.

My nickname is Vincent Valentine since 1997, its inspired by a game called Final Fantasy VII, That dude was my favorite character.

Myself briefly: birth time is 28/11/1985, obviously my zodiacal sign is Sagittarius, I am a simple person, living a happy life so far, thanks to God first then to all the people whom shrouding me with love, I like to be unique in my life as much as I can, I consider myself a smart person, my brain is never lazy, and my english is SELF-taught, I practiced many hobbies such as drawing, I have many drawings back from 1994 till 2004, most of 'em are hanged in my room walls, I like exercising in the gym mostly everyday and keeping myself healthy, although I am a smoker, I used to write arabic poems, but I am not really well talented in arabic language to be honest.. so I stopped, I started to write english poems lately, and I actually enjoyed it, its such a cool way to express my feelings, and reveal my secrets in a different way.

I will mainly post here the poems I wrote or/and will write soon, Thanks for reading, and have a nice day.

A new member In My Family

O.k, so there is a new member in my blog family, and he's going to be an author here, his name is vincent, thats all what i'm goung to say, unless he shows more of himself thats all what could be known, i hope you like his writings...
Peace Bitches :Pp~

New Look?

You Are Glasses

Oh my god!
and the show strikes a nerve AGAIN!!!
yes, i felt the pain and the joy of Dr. Erika Hahn, i related to it, i felt it, and flashbacks came to me...
You Are glasses!
i watch some series, but the only one i watch religeously is Grey's anatomy, because being a guy my age, and to see and witness the things i did then seeing it happen on tv, telling me "No, U R NOT the only one", is simply... heart worming, freeing and give the the feeling that you always urned for, being normal!

now, i relate how?
well, in the video bellow you will see the reaction of dr. Hahn to the sexual intercourse she had with dr. torres, she says to dr.torres, you are glasses...

the over-whelming feeling of something you needed so bad and didn't know that you needed until it hit you in the face is simply a miniture revelation, excuse my spelling, i know there is so many mistakes, but WOW!

showing how much the power of the human touch could do in 2 minutes...
it is something i would be honored to portray, i would simply love to just show every one, what could it do, especially when you do it with the right person, YOU ARE GLASSES!

you see after she felt the touch of dr.torres, her body opened up, its like all her chakra's were releases, or at least thats what i felt when it happened to me, to just feel your body rise and become a supreme cloud of elegance and grace, to become one intity with the person you are with, better yet, to become one with the person you are IN LOVE WITH.

Watch the scene and if it happened to you, I PROMISE YOU WILL GET FLASH BACKS, and if it didnt happen to you, you would atleast feel the power!

Valerie

"Valerie" is an indie rock song written by the English band The Zutons for the band's second studio album, Tired of Hanging Around (2006). Released as the album's second single on 19 June 2006 in the United Kingdom, it peaked at number nine on the UK Singles Chart. The music video was directed by Scott Lyon.

The song was used by ITV during their coverage of the 2006 FIFA World Cup, alongside Kasabian's cover of David Bowie's 1977 song "Heroes" and Primal Scream's 2006 song "Country Girl".

In 2007, Mark Ronson and Amy Winehouse recorded a jazzy version for Ronson's album Version, which became an international hit and outsold the original, peaking at number two on the UK Singles Chart "Wikipedia"

Now there was a talent show in my school, and i was requested to do a song, so i did this song, Valerie, Cover by Amy Winehouse...
and i had to, i simply had to post this song so you guys could hear it and understand why i did it when i have about a million song in my head!


Amy Winehouse - Valerie

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