One can only take so much...

you know we have limits... i have limits... personally, my limits are very far, so if you make me reach them, then you really achieved something!
i hate people who are hot and cold, i hate people who are jelous, i fuckin'!!!! FRIKIN'!!! HATE emotionally unstable people!
you know, you tell those people you love them, that you care, that there is nobody but them...
and what do you get!
jelousy! sick thoughts! and passive agressiveness!
you know i always take long breathes in relationships...
seriously i am a diver, i eat shit!
royal shit!
people played games on me, told me that i cheat that i play around!!
fuck man!
i only flirt! everyone knows i am just a flirter!
i don't get it, you give people their space and they don't give you your space, i need my space - and my fucking facebook 2! -
i need to have friends, to meet people with the same intrests as mine, i need diversity!
that doesnt mean that i am seeing other people!
i See other people but not in that way!
i simply reached my end, personally i can only take so much!!
i don't know about any one else, but if you got me to that point!!
you made an achievement!

I Drive Alone


I Drive Alone

Amazing Song!
Just relaxing and freeing, one of the "bubble bath" & "late night driving" music lists...
Featured on the L word, and this EP

We R in Need of a Musical Revolution
Oooooooh wish me luck on my physiology exam, and BUY HER EP!

Hell Is Round The Corner

Hell is round the corner where I shelter. Ism's and schisms, we're living helter skelter...
Until Then...
you have to live with yourself...

To Forever (Moonbeam Remix)


Rachael Starr - To Forever (Moonbeam Remix)
One of my favs, i like the beat, the tender lyrics and the riffs.
To Forever(Moonbeam Remix)
Buy In Search Of Sunrise 7: Asia


Acid Rock: Clubbing Outside Of My Element

Well, it's not something new... i go clubbing, we all know that, i've seen some of you blog readers in some clubs, wiether in kuwaiti underground clubs, or cairo's finest.
but this time i went to a far streched element... usually i know what kind of music the club plays, what kind of people are there and the driniking/dancing/making out policy there ;p~

any way, my Sort-of-friends took me clubbing, they raved about this place called acid in "Sin El-Feel" which litrally transelates as "the elephant's tooth"... GO FIGURE!
usually i like to accessories, wear a shirt and hot jeans, with buttons and all the add ons, coz being 19 i got bored of the same same clothing attitude most teenagers have, they are either punks, twinks, Emoes, Softies, casual or some other fucked up dressing label/code..
so i made up my own style, which is mainly a couple of styles mashed up together, tough labour shoes with tight slim jeans, shirts and at least 3 hand/wrist accessories, and a hige accessory like a tie or a hat or anything that make a kind of "elegantly twisted" statement.

on the other hand that night in particular i wanted to go clean, normal hair, plain t-shirt, slim jeans, and tennish shoes...

i thought i looked normal, if i saw myself in the street i wouldn't look back, i didn't expect any attention, coz seriously if you dont know what kind of club you are going to, ESPECIALLY WHAT KIND OF MUSIC its PLAYING!
there is no need to go all the way to dressy dress mania!
so we walked in, a very very VERY small area occupied with too much people...
go go dolls wanna be's on a seperate high pedestal like stage, paying the bouncer to dance there, scary hot partender girls waiting on an open bar, at least 300 of your favourite perverts labels dancing on the dance floor with cigarets and drinks, smashed glasses and cans on the floor, divided into crowds, that honestly have one usual thing in common, either that they were an... Unseemly crowd - Like mine is soooooo seemly! - or not so heavy on the looks crowd.

the music, it started off real bad, a mash up of techno house rave melodies, that killed the beat and made it one stable tone, the DJ obviously didn't know what he was doing, having too long bridges and too short riffs, making the crowd dance SO OFF BEAT! i was seriously surprised a place that popular was hosted by such bad DJ's!
but when the other DJ came? Boy did i party!

any way, usually when i walk into a club, if i was the liking item to a certain someone, i would be approached and asked to dance, in this club, if the girl/boy likes you they dont approach you, they wait to be approached, which is why no one was really dancing with any one that wasnt already their friend, well some rare people were bold enough to take the lead... Gotta admit!

sat on the bar, litrally ON the bar, this club was a stand up, which is why i liked it, it forced people to dance!
took hold of whats going on, knew the dj's style, figured out the mistakes on his beats so i could dance... To the beat :)!

any way not to make this too long, i had fun, at first i felt really bad looking, but then people started approaching, so i went with the flow, danced my ass off and broke the dawn...

people, life is short enjoy it while it lasts, even when you are outside of your element you owe it to yourself!