Cat Power - Fool

Why can’t we see our fortunancy
Living as legends have lived.
Bane and dismannered
We coax all the time
Knowing that nothing is left when we die

Come along Fool
A direct hit of the senses you are disconnected
It’s not that it’s bad…it’s not that it’s death
It’s just that it is on the tip of your tongue, and you're so silent

Wanting to live and laugh all the time
Sitting alone with you tea and your crime
Children with kids, and people with parents
Anywhich way there’s no past and no presence
When the day comes and all of them bums
Will reveal enchanting persons
Come along...

When it's a rut and baby's no luck
Half of it's misunderstanding love
The war we have won we're winning again
Within ourselves and within our friends
Come along...

Cat Power - Fool
To Buy You Are Free

old dogs should be put to sleep

i've dated oldies before, i have a taste for oldies, weither in music or in people... just like wine i beleive the older a person gets the more... wiser (tastier) they become, not that i am a romancer of the elderly, older for me doesn't stricly speak numbers.

to elaborate more, i like older but Preserved :D!you see there are some older people who take quite good care of themselves, they work out, eat healthy, they never smoke nor drink.some older people are healthier than 20 Y.O'S!if we wanna talk numbers, 30 is what classifies as older to me, the mid 20's is slightly older but still it's in my generation, being 20 myself, i am in a gab between to generation, which allows me access to as many feilds as one could desire.

but if we are going to be strict, if we are going to be bold, cruel but of course sexy and delicious on the side ;p, what are the rules to dating older people?when is the limit and where?would it be fair for a hip and trendy lad be hooked up with a boldie oldie?

first the rules:

1- if from far away you look like "mommy/son" "daddy/duaghter" thats a huge no no, it's simply outrageous, and unseemly!

2- if the older person cannot pass the generation gab, that's another no no, you don't want a person who doesnt know who garbage is, or didn't watch friends in a period of their lives.

3- the infant infection: it's when an old dog dresses up like a teen dog and talks about britney spears, or so on... people like this outta be shot, dress/talk your age, be young at spirit and do not use slang that only your kids can use, that will preserve your spot amongst the hot and sexy. - thats a tip for the older players -

4- if the saggs and bags are pleasently starring in the "bodily curves" do not approach, i repeat, DO NOT APPROACH!

5- if the person tend to be parenty, or mommy like, don't you dare get too deep into it, break it off as soon as you could, you already have a mom/dad, you do not need one who also has sex with you, it's sick!

6- useless oldies, i call them dogs who can't smell anymore... if they are not really active in the way you accuire them to, then... whats the point?

now, the limits:so i can't really tell you whats your limit, but i know mine, it's held up by the rules you've read earlier, if we look like mom/son, and if the partner can;t function and can;t get me, then there is no need for us to be together, and it might show from the first date, just be clear about your intentions becuase it's really disrespectful to waste people's time and effort.
but if we really want to talk timing, i suggest that you stop at 15, i mean a 15 year gab should be a conflict, people will recognize the age gab and they might judge and give you a hard time... but on the other hand if i know my blog readers then... "fuck it" should be running through your mind now.
now, if it's fair for the hip and sexy to be with an oldie boldie...

wanna go steady with me?

i've been dating someone who's rather out of my circle of usual dates, not that its a bad thing, its the tottal opposite, you see, this person i am dating doesnt waant to play the game!
i just kick back and be me, all my flaws are out on the open, so after 4 dates, i was asked to go steady...
when was the last time you heard that?
"wanna go study with me?"
well, i agreed, i mean, no fuss no drama no hard questions...
acceptance of flaws is rare, and concidering the fact that i am emotionally available, why should i say no?
i don't know where this is going, i still i don't know where my feet are, but honestly...
i am worried, i am wierded out and i am seriously out of my element, but i will tell you what happenes later.

Goofing Around ;p

my pallies and i!

Timaya

He Has A POINT!

Lily Allen - Chinese [Choir Tribute]

I teared up when i saw this!
as you know lily is one of my all time favs! this video was suggested to me via youtube suggestion bar, i logged in and i saw it, it's amazing!
here's the video info:

This is our choral tribute to Lily Allen who wrote this song for her mother, Alison Owen.

Orchestrated and Arranged by Rachel Santesso

**We have made our recording as a gift for you. If you'd like to download it for free, you can find it on our homepage: www.capitalchoir.com Enjoy! ***

Video by Alexandra Berglof
Recording engineers: Andrew Dudman and Sam Okell at Abbey Road Studios
studio footage filmed by Nick Marangoni

Madonna - Celebrate [Leaked Remix]

Maddo Is Back!

hitting the club with a forthcoming Greatest Hits CD, a Celebration is in order!

check out her Awesome Dub 12" remix by the one and only Oakenfold who matters, dont be fooled, it might sound like cheap degitallt mastered audio for the first 10 secs, but give it a listen and it'll be on your most played remixes ipod list!

thanks to the guys who sent me this link, i now can give it to you, but the link will be taken down when i make sure that its know enough and/or when madoona gives me a call and says remove it Byatch!

here's the link...

Celebrate [Oakenfold 12' Dub]

Madonna's Official Page

Enjoy!

and all my anger went away!

a hand grabbed my lower back to pull me in, hair was touching my face, a smell of lavinder mixed with an old memory just brushed in, a summer breese and a kiss to my neck...
with just that...
all my anger went away!
and all i see is blue skies and clear horrizons!

My Inner Me.

wait, first I wanna say; Sollai that bad kisser's subject was cool, new, creative, somehow funny, and TRUE!!. nicely done, very exciting.

Ok, My Inner Me;

Listening to the ticking of a clock
Imagining sinister images...
Within my cigarette's smoke

Talking to my inner me
Arguing for hours...
Aiming targets we can not see

Living our blazing past
Ignoring the future...
Though it's striking us fast

Though we have to admit
The time is unstoppable...
Forcing us to submit

And admit its a great folly
To act immortal...
While aging slowly

We know life is not flawless
We uncovered it's outer layer...
And discovered us being clueless

We looked into the globe of sin
And broken the arrow of faith...
Now neither of us is going to win

As we approach the end of continuity
The moment we looked at that globe...
We illuminated our true humanity

As we took the scorpion tail
On our heart we wrote with it...
Justice between us will not prevail

Written clearly by a venom ink
Now I am nearly devastated...
All I do is think, think and think

About my war between evil and good
The one manipulating my mind...
Became a punishment can't be understood

Somehow I always intend to look behind
For memories to dispel my inner me...
Something can stop it from eating my mind

Well eat it and continue to dwell
But the moment I find the promised door...
It will be the moment I shout; farewell.


By: Vincent Valentine; 19/5/2009, 11:10pm.

The stings with lovers: Bad Kissers

sorry everyone for not being a 100% disher about my thoughts these days, my new job, being the "ultimate single guy" takes all my times, any way, let me tell you something...
you know when the date goes so well, that conversations don't stop and luaghter becomes a star in the show instead of a guest star?
personally, o.k dates happen often, great ones on the other hand are quite a few... so when i have a great date, my mode elevates and i seriously concider more than a peck on the cheeck for a good night kiss :) (6) ;p~

so, at the end of the date, when you're at your dates car or door, you share a deep look and give it a go for a nice sweet kiss, maybe a whory one, depends on the criteria of your date :)

you expect a movie kiss, a hollywood lip lock or even a porno lusty make out session if you are a bit freaky, but as hopeful daters, "we" never expect a bad kiss....
a kiss so horrible that the moment you get in the car or leave the doors step, ur dates nuber is deleted and blocked by Viva's caller scensors.

bad kissers are there, bad kissers do excist, beware!
bad kissers are scary, bad kissers are... bad!!!
there are many types of bad kissers, and i am proud to say that i met a couple of them, here we will demonstrate some of them :D :

1. the bad breathe kisser: honestly, this could be fixed, once or twice but i will never carry a mint pack for my date, plus even if i do, everytime we kiss i will taste mint... i really like flavours, i mean i cant settle for just ment!
2. the licker kisser: yes, salivary bath for your teeth and facial area, no good, not really into tongue baths during kissing, tongue baths are enjoyable in other situations but not this one!
3. the biter and the slicer: the count dracula type, who bites while kisses, dont get me wrong, sexy bites are hot, like a gentle bite on the lip, sometimes a pain inflecting one to release more indorfins, but when blood or brusing is involved... i rather pass!
4. the salty drier: when your dates lips are salty and dry :), i dont think thats really appealing... is it? i mean some people wouldn't mind, i would, i like sweet lips, i am into sweets, i like sweets!
5. the diver: when a kiss is so deep, you're like at the bottom of the titanic, you just can't breathe and the pressure is... well smuthering! honestly i would like to breathe, i mean as humans we tend to like breathing... its a requirment for constant vitality... or so i've heard!
6. the mini-rapers: this is nice sometimes, when your date simply attacks you with deep kissing and nice rough touching, thats hot when your date is hot, but when you're not into your date... thats another story!
7. the stiffies: i just hate that kind of kissers! it feels as if a wall is kissing you... i mean why would i be kissed by wall? thats not fair? how about some movements!
8. the mutes: i tend to make a kissing sound, its a vital part of the kiss, but there are many people who do not make a sound, its like ur kissing a mute, or ur in a silent movie where sound is simply science fiction!
9. the fraction kiss: this not a type of a kisser no, its a bad kiss that i was introduced to a while back, which has the length of 2 fractures of a second... i just hate it, i dont think i need to explain!
10. the fish kisser: you how a fish moves its mouth? imagine that ur kissing a fish? would that be pleasant? i dont think so, having a still movement with no tricks or stunts is really boring! i rather go home and kiss my own gold fish!
11. the snake tongue: the horror! its the last kind i can remember, its when your date inserts their tongues into your mouth repeatedly and in a fast paste movement... just like a creepy snake, its annoying.... its bad!

the search of the perfect kisser is hopeless, we all do mistakes, but! we still can hope for improvments!

i did make several mistakes in my dating life, many many mistakes to be honest, bad kissing was a form of those mistakes, but in my defence i did it once or twice when i was uncomfortable!

having a good date is nice, but please dont ruin it with a bad kiss, if there is any unacceptable glitches in a date, bad kissing should be on the top of the deal breaking list!

ps: sorry for all the spelling and grammer mistakes, i wrote this very fast, i am going to tan now :D

and oh, when i say we in a topic... it means me and the voices in my head ;p~ J/K!

I Go to sleep

Sia - I Go To Sleep
Some People Have Real Problems

Deep, moving and simply human.

Appears - Huanting

"Appears" is the eleventh single released by Ayumi Hamasaki, the amazingly talented japanese songstress did an amazing job on this son, but with the greatest dj of our time Armin van buuren, a massive smash into your system hits with no mercy, as the beats fuse and take you into places you never knew excisted... Ayu who is major in japan, is also famous for her huanting remixes, this one in perticular will change your thoughts about Armin/Ayu if you ever had disliking thoughts regarding them.

i am posting this because it's huanting me!
and as i am moving on with my life, i usually have my music guiding me, this song is one of the songs that are helping me grow, and realize my true potentials, many things happened, i will tell you about it soon i promise, just give me time to know whats going on with my life...
with love...

"Appears" (Armin van Buuren's Rising Star 12" Mix)
Buy The Single
Buy The Album

Liquid.

At last I found my refuge
For all the time I was homeless
Confused, injured and hopeless
I found you and loved you...
Into my heart you knew how to sneak
Perfectly used your romantic technique

Easily collected all my tears
Peacefully threw them in the ocean
Where have you been all these years?
When I needed all these true emotion
When I needed to feel that I am alive
With someone teaching me how to survive

In such a careless cruel life...
Filled with sinful creatures
Hidden behind angels features
Where have you been when I was crying?
When I was dying and drying...
I wish there's a word that can express...

All my love to you... my dear
I guess its too much to be written here...
Maybe I will just name it liquid...
Because its so flexible and transparent
It can be strong yet also weak
It can be a tear drop rolling your cheek

It can be water... it can be alcohol
It can reach your heart through your soul
It can spread yet won't seperate...
Because it's the quality of being great
Because you can see it glowing...
Also toward you its flowing...

Because its liquid it can be everywhere...
Maybe a rain drop sliding your hair
Down to your upper lip it will slip
You will taste it and feel my love
You will admire it and ask for more
Melted snow is what you're searching for

Or maybe any similarity to my love...
Something that can truly bright..
That can flies through the light
To your ear it will whisper slowly
A volley of loving words...
The sound of fighting swords

Of tenderness within a windy breeze
Of crashing waves singing their seas
The sound of I love you is what you hear...
Trying to say I want you with me here
Trying to forget that you're so far away
And remember your smile to brighten my day.

By: Vincent Valentine; 23/4/2009, 4:30pm.