the little angel

she was just a little girl, she wanted to be a princess, an astronaut, a ballerina, a doctor and most of all she wanted to be a monkey!
she is alive on candy, she really likes candy, parents locked the candy in a cabinet so she would eat her veggies :)
the girl was a star in KG, the lead kid in the musical, the kid was adorable, she had the corckiest laugh, she loved tv, she copied her favorite cartoon characters, she loved to sing and most of all, she was a big fat liar.
the kid got abused, but she never understood it, she used to be beaten up for her little faliures, you know like loosing some money, she listened though, she really was kind hearted, i mean it showed, she was such a good girl, she stole though, candy from the cabinet and from the KG box, she skipped the classes to go to the music room, she really loved music, she wanted to play the piano, but they gave her the drums, so she settled, at least she sat close to it, she really couldn't relate to the other kids, no one realized that, but she did, she was just questioning why she has no friends, but as time went by, she had more things to think about, all she wanted is to impress her parents, she had weird parents, abusive father and emotionally shattered mother with no personality.
the thing with the girl is that she grew up to be a bright student, somehow she wasn't comprehending what she feels, she didn't know she was sad, she kept on asking herself questions that honestly no adult could ever answer.
people wanted their kids to be a splitting image of her, they wished she was theirs, i mean what else would any parent want, smart kid, pretty, polite, i mean she was the trophy kid!
but she stole and lied!
i mean yes she was abused and beaten weekly, sometimes daily, but why did she lie and steal?
no one really knew why, i mean she was fed and clothed, she had a roof over head, why would she lie? why would she steal?
why would she be chicken of other kids?
why would she get a lower grade than a full mark?
she is fed and clothed!
she is fuckin' fed and clothed!!! why isn't she getting full grades?
why is she getting 4/5? why not 5/5?
this kid need to be disciplined!
and so she was... a couple of slaps, a couple of bambo sticks dancing on her spine, she became an A student.
she grew up... had sex in a bathroom.
a public bathroom.
years later, she fell in love, but it didn't quite work out...
any way...
the little angel is now shattered to pieces, last time i saw her she was giving her self to any one who wants to take her home...
the little angel doesnt lie anymore...
the little angel doesnt steal candy anymore...
the little angel is now my best friend, and i am gonna take care of her now, because the little angel just died in my arms...
promising that she will never lie again...
promising to never steal candy again...