eggs, cigies and tranies

How do we humans do this?
Mixing all kinds of wrong things together?
Like how come people buy things and don’t wear them?
Or how come I study hard, but I don’t get high grades?
Or how could we simply see white rappers, black golfers, atheist Kuwaitis, Christian Saudis, and the story that made me write this topic, gay transsexual?
Now don’t get me wrong, I am not a racist, or a redneck, but I couldn’t help but wonder, why a guy would, cut it!, and put it in a jar, get his nose done, laser his mustache and beard, get diamond drop shaped breast implants, let his hair grow into a 3 feet long sassy brown silky shape, going through all that jazz, becoming a woman, then shortly after its all done, he decides that he likes girls!
Now correct me if I am wrong, if u like girls wouldn’t u rather stay a guy and use "it", instead of putting "it" in a jar?
If u like woman, stay as a guy, don’t become a lesbian transsexual?
My oh my, I would never cut "it"!
So how could we humans do it?
It's like this online friend of mine who eats eggs and smoke cigarettes at the same time, it doesn’t fit it just doesn’t!

'Til My Boyfriend Do Us Apart

One of my really exotic friends said that she is going to get married soon, it was a real blow when she continued with the sentence "to my cousin :D!", you see, the story wont be as shocking as it is to you guys "Muslims and Kuwaitis" because in our culture, marriage to cousins is a custom thing really, a ritual one might say, but to you Christian friends, it’s a major taboo, well, I am not speaking Christian wise, the girl has a boyfriend, and dare I say, they are sexually active, which means in our culture, they're meant to be burned on a stick, any way, so she is saying that she will get married to her cousin, though she is in love with her boyfriend, then she completes with the idea that if her boyfriend really loves her he should stop the marriage and force her parents to give her hand to him to marry.
Now that is not the issue here, still it is not people, the issue is could you stay with someone who's married? Wither you love the bastard or not, will you stick around?
Frankly, if I was in love for real I would, but how would it make me feel if some one is backstabbing me and screwing behind my back, and still late at night when she comes to me she tells me she loves me, and another question regarding the married person if he said that he could love two, could any one really, love two?
Now this topic maybe as scrambled as heck, but hey, some of my questions are complicated, and ya'll complained about that many times, still I have to ask you guys…
Can anyone love two?
Can you backstab your loved ones and cheat?
Can you date/love a married person?
Can you lie, saying I love you, everyday, to a person you're married to, and the truth is that you don’t?
Can you I mean seriously, can do it, get married though you are in love with another one?

Powder Snow

Slow Movement from My Heart...
Seconds, keeping our death apart...
Satan White Sheets...
Wrap your body, waist and soft feet...
I was hoping we could meet...
Before it all ends...

Tender powder snow...
Lies on your frozen face and glows...
You belong to me...
I think it shows...
You're not allowed to leave...
Lingering, is one of our undying vows…

A black blossomed rose sleeps in-between your breasts…
A vampire like vest…
Long nights flowing from your head, to your chest…
In an open casket, you're laid to rest…
Tender powder snow…
Lies on your frozen fest…
Please darling, wake up and clear the mist…
I know you're alive, please, I think I passed the test…
Or at least darling, please…
Take Me With You To Rest…

no one to talk 2

u know what feeling i hate?
when i feel bad and frustrated, sad, alone, and very very depressed.
and whats worse is when i call the people i love and there busy, or they cant talk.
whats even worse, is when i log online and every one is busy.
but the worst of all....
is when i sleep feeling like that.
it just holds me captive, i just feel invisable.

cartoon u

i wonder...

i wonder why we compare our self in with movie charecters
or
cartoon heros

well, sometimes we always see these good charecters, this really super charecters, u kow, like these cartoon heros

and u just wanna be like them!
i donno, like i wanna save people, i wanna fly in the speed of light, and help people through there SHIT!
i wanna be safe, and sound!
happy

i wanna get hit by a bus again and again, and never die!
i got a friend, who sucks at his job, but keeps on trying and trying, and never stop!
he reminds me of that wold in road runner, he always fails to catch beep beep, but he keeps at it!

or this friend of mine, who is just like bugs bunny, always makes people luagh and never stop his shiny humor.

any way, i think we compare our selves to cartoon heros, or movie stars, just because, they sound better, they look better, and for sure, they live better, than we do.

but hey ...
lets not forget, they're all fake ...