no one to talk 2

u know what feeling i hate?
when i feel bad and frustrated, sad, alone, and very very depressed.
and whats worse is when i call the people i love and there busy, or they cant talk.
whats even worse, is when i log online and every one is busy.
but the worst of all....
is when i sleep feeling like that.
it just holds me captive, i just feel invisable.