Littlest things, Live

I know i bored you guys with this song, and the songs i am adding these days, but seriously, its worth listening to, tune it when u have the same state of mine as i do, any way lily allen live at totp, 2006.

Buffseeds - Sparkle Me

This is by far one of my favorite songs, i want to make sure that every one listens to it, buffseeds - sparkle me, the meaning of the song varies to allot of people, it just means too much for me to explain.

Enjoy, and make sure you buy thier CD, or The digital Tracks.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/15675102194c2e03/

iLead

she was a leader not a follower, but she followed, i guess i can never do that... well i know i can never and i mean never do that, i'm a leader not a follower, sorry, but i know myself.i'm broke, i don't have much money, if any at all.i'm smart, very actually, with an outstanding iq level, it just doesn't work on the exam papers.i don't think I'm Hugh jackman, but i channel him from time to time.
my mom was a leader, but she became a follower...when do we follow?when do we accept the terms of life, and take in the fact that even though we have every quality to lead and be great, we just might not be distend to greatness?
there so many things in my life...so many things that get me angry, get me frustrated, irritated and depressed.i know... it's just life's anatomy, but sometimes all i got is what i am, and when what i am doesn't help me get through the shit in this life... then whats the point of living?
i dont want to follow, i just don't, i swear i am so good from the inside, i really don't want harm to anyone, nor mess fortune any living being, i believe in chances, that every one should get a set of them, in freedom, in education, in the power of the human kindness, of the power of god's kindness...
i want to lead the surroundings of me to a better version of them selves, everything the people the foreigners, even the plants and the animals, the houses and the streets, the blocks and dots, everything, because at the end of the day, all i want is good for all.
so... i wont accept it, i wont follow, i am not a follower, i will lead things to become better, stronger and i want to infect them with the truth, to let them all take it and use it, even if its hard for a while...just for a little while, its going to be hard, but i promise, if we all take the truth and get it within us, no one will ever stand in our way.

I'm Sorry

i'm sorry for you being sad...
i'm sorry for you not having enough money...
i'm sorry for you being frustrated...
and for you being depressed and lonely...
i'm so sorry for you not having what you always wanted...
and for you not feeling beautiful...
for you because you aren't in love with the one you say you love...
and for you for being so ashamed of yourself...
i'm sorry for you cheating on the one you love...
and i am very sorry for you cheating on yourself...
i'm sorry for you having small breasts...
i'm sorry for you getting a divorce...
i'm sorry for you and your children for not getting any education...
and i am sorry for them too because they wont eat tomorrow...
i am sorry that you have cancer...
i am so sorry that she died more sorry that your father is dying...

Most of all i am very sorry for me...
I Am Sorry... Very Sorry For Me...

surprise

Stay with me
one more time
sleep inside
my arms tonight
rescue me
follow me
use me wise...
i'm a surprise...

i need to
be with you
hold me tight
we'll never fight
i realized
when i saw the light
the light in your eyes
hold me tight
i wont fight

let me in
i'll pretend
because i understand
my endless time
may now end

save me

save me... but don't you save me...
even though i'm frightened and lost...
even i'm the left over of burnt toast...
not until you love me...
save me... please save me...
within your hands flames the fire that burns me...
save me.. please love me...
i dont want to be lost any more...