You know, i am some one who always surrounds himself with other people to feel better, i share moments with them, food, laughs and even silence!
of course, doing that without making them feel shitty about themselves!
pretty normal, i think?
well, the abnormal thing and what always fascinated me, is those people who surround themselves by people to feel better, feeling better by dissing them and pointing out their flaws and mistakes!
seriously, it reminds me by this movie, mean girls, where the girls seriously have nothing to do but look for where it hurts and pour acid on it!
i have many *friends* like that, or lets say i used to, because now i don't even talk to them anymore.
they used to seriously stress life for me, i mean on a daily basis all i hear is, why are you eating this, its junk food, why are you wearing this, why are you laughing like this, why are you watching this TV series.... etc
what bothered me the most is not why are you eating this or wearing that, what bothered me is constant nagging about my personality and how i should fix it!
oh, you shouldn't talk to any one, its not socially accepted, why do you date older people it's disgusting, you can't act like this, what will people say if they saw us...
i mean give me a break you double faced, backstabbing, chauvinistic, self absorbed, clinically depressed, mentally disordered, idiotically messed up bastards!
seriously, let me tell you about those characters, they have no life at all, they always bitch and moan, they have their own little over sized dreams, i mean a guy i knew wanted to be an internationally known singer/dancer/actor/song writer, oh by the way his voice is like on of those unknown garage band leader vocalist who seriously need some vocal classes, and oh as far as the dancing and acing? he used to copy Britney spears and acts like an overly Americanised character from a stupid silly teenage high school movie!
another one wants to be a designer, o.k, i have plenty of those, and my head hurts of how many hideous and shaming issues they all have, especially the one i have in mind now, get this he wants to start a clothing line for cross dressers, celebrities and politicians, he wants to own a mansion as big as my block, he wants so many things, he has a 3 notebook worth list of things, he starves himself one day, beng on the other, he thinks he is hot when seriously he looks like a chiwawa, and all he does day in and day out tell me and two of my other friends how ugly we are and how bad our English is...
My English is self taught you idiot, what the fuck is going on?
and o.k, just one more specimen of royally messed up freaks, this girl i know...
oh my god! do i have the energy to write about this?!
a seriously fucked up fag hag, who likes to talk about how good sex is, even though i don't think she's getting any, she was extremely over weight, then she got very skinny by throwing up in the bathroom every 5 minutes, she is a Muslim who doesn't pray, fast, read the quaran or even believe in Allah, she believes in the power of the light! she is bitchy moody, who's in love with a gay guy who treats he like shit and takes money from her, she calls me once every 3 months to hang out, and when we do she starts telling me i should behave myself cause she doesn't want her reputation to be rewind!
that coming from a girl who added a pic of her and her boyfriend kissing in Hi5!
why am i writing about this?
well the other day i was hanging out with eissa, a friend from college, and while we were eating and drinking good soul food, his Friends popped up, he had no choice but to invite them, i mean they stayed chatting with us standing up for about 20 minutes!
the moment they sat, they started picking on eissa, every single aspect of his clothes was addressed, even his facial hair and the 2 small hairs in his chest.
they even opened up stories of him that it was so shameful, i had to excuse myself to the bathroom, so eissa wouldn't have to look me in they eye and so that he could straighten them up a little bit.
when i came back, it was the same!
so i said the heck with it, and started my own "how a hot eligible bachelor eissa is" conversation, and i didn't have to make up a lie in it, eissa was a 6"0ft Tall dark haired guy, has a kirk Douglas chin, very amazingly sculpted nose, generous black hair and greenish brown eyes, broad shoulders and long legs with a six-pack hidden under his wide shirt.
we seriously have to stop taking shit from people like this, most of us are a good looking highly respected achievers, we don't have small minds with over sized dreams that make no sense, i am dental med student, you are an engineer, you are a talented violinist, she is a beautiful girl, he is a very handsome guy, you're and you are allot of things that they can never be!
that's why they are always on the edge of insanity because of how jealous they are from you.
just live your life with confidence, and simply CTR+ALT+DELETE, people like this ;p.
Seriously!
