The Beast.

Who are you in my life?
What are you doing in my room
In my dusty bed...
In my ghastly head
Words in my tongue...
I've never said
Is any of this actually real?
The way you satisfy me...
The way I feel...
The way you admire my manhood
The way you making me feel good
You say I am innocent and pure
Though of that I am not sure
I look at my shadow...

I see a Cerberus with three heads
The first is darkness...
The other is sadness...
And the last is madness
All under the candle's light
You come to me exposed
A feeling I can not fight
Not when the door is closed
Not when we share the same page...
All under the same book
The way you bite your own lip
And the way into my eyes you look
Giving my passion a reason to reborn
A sign for me to ride my unicorn

The personality of a lofty horse
The arrogance of irresistible force
The grasp to the elixir of life
Is when I touch your neck then grip
Pull you then bite your lower lip
Fight the Cerberus then close my eyes
And rise as I make my way inside
To the portal of infernal regions
Where devils hail with no dread to hide
Have you ever reached that point?
Where you can see beyond your sight
Where the light disguise the midnight
To realize the beast inside you is immortal
An avenger to who enter the forbidden portal.


By: Vincent Valentine, 5/6/2009, 12:00pm.

lazy days and me days

i always had a problem with lazy days, i don't know what to do in them, i like to clean and listen to relaxing music, like feist and nouvelle vague... some norah jones and a couple of shania's, but when i am done cleaning, i simply have nothing to do...
when i go abroad i like a glass of Chardonnay with a great book to humor me for a while, then i take myself out for a nice meal perhaps a movie.

these things i tend to do them alone allot, especially when i know that tomorrow will be a lazy day i turn it into a me day, which consist of bodily maintanance, like hair cuts, nail clipping, shaving, perhaps some light house work... it is a nice time to think alone and to tune/zone out everything else around me!

now, the glitch about lazy dayz and me days, they usually tend to be over protective of me, i mean i can't just invite or allow any one to share a me day, it will be an... us day!

which is kind of weird...
i tried this with a friend, he stayed over for a week in my flat, and on friday, i did the me day routine, he simply followed me and did everything i did, he enjoyed it, i enjoyed sharing it... but honestly, the reason i did enjoy it is because he didnt comment or argue...

i poured my self a glass, he did, i picked up a book, he did, i clipped my nails, he did, i cleaned the dishes, he dried them...
silently....

maybe i could make an exception...
but only if the person is silent...
i mean... if the person started picking on everything i do, it would be so annoying...
i rather do it alone, so... silence is my rule to share those days...

any way, peace out!