Gossip

- i taked about this before, but today there's another twist -

its what you do when you're with your friends, when you're with your family, doctor, neighbour...
its what you do with almost.. Almost everyone...
as flawed humans we tend to love talking about other, throwing your casual insult, your typical ditch and your not so slippery freudian slip.
but... we tend to morph into raging bitchs when anyone says somthing about us.

i wont be so self richeous and sit her talking about how i dont gossip, because i fucking gossip like a depressed houseife who's cheating on her husband with the schools' celibacy club president who's about fifteen years old younger than her.

but you see, i have certain guide rules, i mean i dont gossip your misory, i just... transfer your news into another mutual friend, and in mutual friend i mean a real friend who we have in common, not some crazy assed mother fucker who works in dental cafeteria whom you pass by every day ever so politly and buy your coffee.

moving on, i'm an easy target for gossip, thats why my hair is too huge LOL, any way, so people gossip about me, which is normal and we wont talk about that, but when people gossip with me about other... well... here's an issue!

i never really cared much about the girl with the snaggle tooth if she's getting more action than the whole class, i mean there isnt any law against snagle teeth, plus the guys in my uni would dive head first in any invagination, even if its a cows booty chopped and hung...

i never really cared for "x"'s girlfriend and seriously, the bit about her being gassy while they made out after eating mcdonalds is not a brighter addition intelectual knowledge.

one piece of good gossip is about professor hedaya and how she was cuaght feeling up a girls breast... i always thought she was a dyke... it was really nice to talk shit about her!

i know allot of secrets, and i never share them, when ever i'm told a secret it goes away and fades, like like it was never told, so gossiping secrets is not really something i enjoy...

and to be frank gossiping always puts people in trouble, so i tend to preferf open chat circles with my friends, i mean why talk about it behind the person if the person himself can tell us and we can publicly humiliate/support/DEEEEPLY HUMILIATE him?

one more last thing...
we had a guy at our college, who calls him self "the hose" well, the hose always talks shit about me, and i never bothered, but today a friend whom "the hose" wanted to screw for the longest time told me that when he saw her cleavage, his hose... kinda died :D
and its not really a hose its a long... stick, like a really long pencile!

poor hose guy!
and i hope i dont get my ass kicked tomorrow in class ;p!
ps: yall we gotta submit ower paper sheets for the crown research!!! dont tell me you didnt get this coz yall RSS to my posts!

Mr. Salman ;p

You Are Glasses

Oh my god!
and the show strikes a nerve AGAIN!!!
yes, i felt the pain and the joy of Dr. Erika Hahn, i related to it, i felt it, and flashbacks came to me...
You Are glasses!
i watch some series, but the only one i watch religeously is Grey's anatomy, because being a guy my age, and to see and witness the things i did then seeing it happen on tv, telling me "No, U R NOT the only one", is simply... heart worming, freeing and give the the feeling that you always urned for, being normal!

now, i relate how?
well, in the video bellow you will see the reaction of dr. Hahn to the sexual intercourse she had with dr. torres, she says to dr.torres, you are glasses...

the over-whelming feeling of something you needed so bad and didn't know that you needed until it hit you in the face is simply a miniture revelation, excuse my spelling, i know there is so many mistakes, but WOW!

showing how much the power of the human touch could do in 2 minutes...
it is something i would be honored to portray, i would simply love to just show every one, what could it do, especially when you do it with the right person, YOU ARE GLASSES!

you see after she felt the touch of dr.torres, her body opened up, its like all her chakra's were releases, or at least thats what i felt when it happened to me, to just feel your body rise and become a supreme cloud of elegance and grace, to become one intity with the person you are with, better yet, to become one with the person you are IN LOVE WITH.

Watch the scene and if it happened to you, I PROMISE YOU WILL GET FLASH BACKS, and if it didnt happen to you, you would atleast feel the power!

iLead

she was a leader not a follower, but she followed, i guess i can never do that... well i know i can never and i mean never do that, i'm a leader not a follower, sorry, but i know myself.i'm broke, i don't have much money, if any at all.i'm smart, very actually, with an outstanding iq level, it just doesn't work on the exam papers.i don't think I'm Hugh jackman, but i channel him from time to time.
my mom was a leader, but she became a follower...when do we follow?when do we accept the terms of life, and take in the fact that even though we have every quality to lead and be great, we just might not be distend to greatness?
there so many things in my life...so many things that get me angry, get me frustrated, irritated and depressed.i know... it's just life's anatomy, but sometimes all i got is what i am, and when what i am doesn't help me get through the shit in this life... then whats the point of living?
i dont want to follow, i just don't, i swear i am so good from the inside, i really don't want harm to anyone, nor mess fortune any living being, i believe in chances, that every one should get a set of them, in freedom, in education, in the power of the human kindness, of the power of god's kindness...
i want to lead the surroundings of me to a better version of them selves, everything the people the foreigners, even the plants and the animals, the houses and the streets, the blocks and dots, everything, because at the end of the day, all i want is good for all.
so... i wont accept it, i wont follow, i am not a follower, i will lead things to become better, stronger and i want to infect them with the truth, to let them all take it and use it, even if its hard for a while...just for a little while, its going to be hard, but i promise, if we all take the truth and get it within us, no one will ever stand in our way.

Stand Up, Be You

If You can afford it Buy it.
http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/
if you cand afford it, download it.
http://www.mininova.org/tor/1163059


A choice...
Fear Or Love