Darkness embrace.

It's been a long time
Where are you hiding?
I miss your hungry touch
I miss you so much
I miss your darkness
It always shines...
Why do you have to hide?
Inside your demonic shrine
You know you're mine
Admit it... do it...

You want to kill my soul?
Here... it's inside
Do whatever you want
I will always be here
I will always be fine
Waiting for every tear
Cry to me, I thirst to drink
Cry more... I want to sink
I love to live it...
When we torture each other

At least we can feel...
Don't you agree?
Or does it bother?
When I force you to kneel
You know the lore...
We lived it together
Torture me, I dazzle you more
Give me yourself...
I give you something real...
It's called love my dear

It's called my biggest fear
When you waste it like that...
When you shout my name
Out of the universe...
When you release your evil voice
To grow the roots of my curse
When you do your lovely things
Delicacy frosting my intense
Ethereal beauty burning my sense
When you crumble between my arms

When you rush me like the blizzard
When you set my heart on hazard
I just miss you so much...
When you bite my ear, whispering
We don't have time to sleep
We have a journey together...
Me and you inside each other
Searching for our souls somewhere deep
Where the devils and angels fight
Where the darkness embrace the light

Where we finally find our souls
Then abandon each other...
Torturing each other, suffering together
Can't you see? blink your eyes...
We're injured by our pain eternity
When we will rest in tranquility?
Can't we just repeat the dream again?
Can't you just vanish my pain?
By looking at my eyes... saying;
I am here... it's me... its reality.

By: Vincent Valentine, 7/3/09, 12:30pm.

Walker of my path.

Who am I?
Where am I?
Someone justify!
Why my heart is too lost
Why it's suffering the most
Someone tell me why?

Falling to my vanquish
Drowning in my anguish
Tasting my insanity
Fighting against the gravity
Through the magnetic sphere...
I squall out my only wish

To know the answer of my question
Who am I?
Between all the agony near by
And my fragile heart
Between the flashes of your face
And myself falling apart

In your throne of deceive
In your hunger to reave
My inert soul...
Like the black widow
Capture then weave
To throw me in the black hole

Of pain amplify
Faces asking why
Imps brain washing
Harpies heart crashing
Foreign strangers...
Wondering who am I?

I am a walker of my path
Of falling angels
Of burning candles...
Where my brain thinks odd
My heart cries blood
My soul flies to God

Don't you ask me who am I
I don't know anymore
I am the word ignore
I am the so much gore
I am a walker of my path...
Leading me to the promised door.


By: Vincent Valentine; 20/2/2009, 5:20pm.

The End.

I have to keep walking till the end
I know I am tired and hollowed
I just have to keep walking
Never dare to look behind me...
I know I am being followed

Just keep on walking till the end

Climbing up the foggy mountains
Up high to the edge of insomnia
Through the grievous needles
I bleed rain to imbue my well...
Of wielding the hope insignia

Just keep on walking till the end

Swimming to the sunken paradise
Deep down to the deepest core
It's written in the mystic scroll
Somewhere in the no where...
You will find the promised door

Just keep on walking till the end

Searching inside my white forest
For the blossom of my ecstasy
The palm of my passion stream
Between the snowy dead trees...
The path to the land of fantasy

Just keep on walking till the end

Upon the shore near the burning ocean
The island of shiny diamond sand
Lies the stairs to the highest skies
Of twenty three million steps...
To find upon the clouds there's a land

Just keep on walking till the end

Exploring the cave under your desert
Inside the monsters den you bow
For when your river suddenly stops
For when your ground swallows you
You know there's no turning back now

Just keep on walking till the end

No matter how hard your path is
How furiously your hearts rend
When your tears split for more tears
You know you have to keep walking...
For may you reach the endless end.

By: Vincent Valentine, 10/2/2009, 2:30am.

Rain drop.

I found so much pain in each heart
So many tears, so many unfair facts
I don't know from where I can start
Where ever I look I find painful impacts

If I shall ask, ask the criminals
What's the pleasure of the knife?
If I could, I would ask the animals
What's your feeling toward life?

I'd ask the sheep about tomorrow
Knowing the butcher's job is to slaughter
The bird inside the cage of sorrow
The fish getting dragged out of water

There is just so much pain around
And it's not only you the one suffers
Don't you bow your head to the ground
Look at yourself comparing to others

Like an anaconda around me you coil
You got me a lover, you got me a prey
Like the snow I fall when you blood boil
You got me a lover, shall never betray

As we hug underneath this rain fall
Stop thinking about our so much pain
Just immobilize your mind and soul
And continue kissing me under this rain

On my cheek slide your lovely fingers
The rain of so much pain started to stop
Continue kissing me as the rain lingers
Don't let go till the last rain drop.


By: Vincent Valentine, 26/1/2009 1:45pm.

Revenant.

Why you chose to inhabit my soul?
Tell me what the hell do you seek?
Your revenant keeps on haunting me
Why don't you look at me and speak?

Why do you reflex with silence?
Why do you follow me where ever I go?
I can see you behind me right now
A reflected image on my crystal glow

How dare you follow me to my altar?
Inside my millennium frozen sanctuary
Where I've been hiding my holy relics
For ten times of each damned century

How could you pass inside my abyss?
The tunnel of unholy famish ghouls
Where are all the servants of time?
Who dare to break my frozen rules

Cyclops; arise the undead skeletons
Shake the ground for the goblins legion
Uncover the moon for the werewolves
A revenant stepped on my altar's region

You can follow me where ever I reside
But not my frozen sanctuary not this time
Show me your ignorance against my minions
Of elite brutality and merciless sublime

A Minotaur with the skin of leopard
A thorny worm of my white quick sand
A gloomy golem of the sanctuary sewers
The saboteur with the poison ivy hand

All the time I've guarded my sanctuary
No one defeated the creatures I designed
How could you conquer all my imagination
And keep on flying around and over my mind

Why can't I forget that I loved you once
How could the time failed to erase my memory
All the time I tried not to think of you
You're standing still repeating our history

At this moment your revenant looking at me
Right on this moment as I write this poem
I am seeing your revenant speaking silence
Speaking about me never finding a new home.

By Vincent Valentine: 21/1/2009 4:45am.

JUICY

Yall Know my flare for japanese pop!
Koda Kumi's Hot Single "JUICY", Is all about sexy, hot, sweaty, ruanchy Dancing!
what speaks my language better than that?!
watch for yourself!

Black Cherry is the album you can find this song on, and ofcourse "4 hot wave"
the quart. A-side single, but honestly, black cherry is what you want!

To Buy Black Cherry
"Which features 5 personal fav's of her discography!!"

Koda Kumi - Black Cherry
To Download "JUICY"
JUICY

Enjoy!

3rd Digree Spree!

i got on a date the other day, with a a beautiful 6 feet tall, blue eyed, pink fully lipped hottie...
now, the food was amazing, the conversation, the ambiance!
ooh la la!
we were at the best french resturant in town, we had something that ends with "ellenioee" and the desert was an amazing crime prouile, i cant spell that proberly, but that wasnt the issue...
you see, i signed up for an up-class, sophisticated dinner, what i didn't sign on for is 3rd digree after wards...
after dinner, in the cab, there sat 20 y.o dental students with no strings attached, with robo-cop... who insisted on knowing everything..
i was faced with questions that i honestly didnt know the answer for, very difficult, i felt i was at my anatomy final, worst of all, i final that i hadn't studied for!
how many people you had sex with?
did you ever do drugs?
how old is your parents?
when did they get married?
is there any genetic diseases in your family?
what kind of art do you follow?
how deeply attached are you to your religeon?
who's your favourite designer?
do you preferf dark haired people, redheads or blondes?
do you eat junk food?
do you know how to cook?
are yoy a texter or a caller?
an emailer or an im-er?
do you agree with the current political terms of isreal and palastine? - WTF? -!
what is your aspect about tattoo's? - hot :D -
have you ever tried bondage?

jesus moses allah god mohammad!
what the fuck?!
i mean seriously, cant people just be hot.
period!?
why the issues?
why god why?!
i mean, the person i dated before, told me i love you on the first date!
the person before told me she loved eating mustard for fun!
the great dreamy dental student i had coffee with is an athiest who believes anyone with religeon should be thrown in a ditch!
and you guys read my old dating experiences and my past relationships...
i have my issue's and god knows they are to many to count, especially the new ones!
do you know i am the backstabing cheating manipulative kind i always said i wouldnt be now?
i know, you bitches saw it coming, that if i kept all this frustration in, i would become the kind i dredded the most!
hmmm
going back to the subject...
i mean, what the fuck!
i cant remember the whole list of questions, but damn it, the moment we reached robo-cop's flat, i ran as fast as i could.
well, ofcourse i had to be a gentleman and give the ever sensitive goodnight kiss, with the ever so false promise of "i will call you".
now i have a date with a bio-chemical engineer, russian bio-chemical engineer, i know i might be exposed to the risk of radiation, or maybe even better get asked to be cloned!
all i know is i am not done yet, finding the perfect date...
i am not done finding the perfect date.

Love Me Up!

Looks like our gossip girl can sing too ;)
well i wasn't a huge fan of the show, but leighton meester was so pretty i had to watch only to see her, but she has a song with the great Miami based band "Awesome New Republic" Called "Birthday"
Enjoy Bitches!

Birthday

S. 4 Sexy - Playlist

Hey Everyone!

o.k, so sex with music on the background, HAWT!, not the celine dion power balad kind of song, but more of sexy come burn me up or savage me kind of music so, i have a sexy playlist, i call it "S 4 Sexy"...

here's 25 songs out of it:

1- Soho dolls - stripper

2- lady gaga - starstruck

3- benny benassi - i love my sex

4- charlie clouser - let it ride

5- christina aguilera - get mine get yours

6- cory lee - naughty song

7- does it offend you, yeah? - with a heavy heart (i regret to inform you)

8- enrique iglesias - push

9- garbage - lick the pavment .... "DONT ASK, ITS JUST SEXY FOR ME!"

10- goldfrapp - strict machine & Oh la la

11- haifa wehbe - anna haifa

12- janet jackson - would you mind

13- janet jackson - sexhibition

14- janet jackson - throb

15- janet jackson - velvet rope

16- kaci brown - instigator

17- kylie minogue - tight rope & slow

18- miss eighty 6 - candy store

19- mis-teeq - scandelous

20- prince - gett off

21- pussycat dolls - bottle pop

22- robyn - crash and burn

23- sade - ordinary love

24- shayne ward - u hang up

25- 3OH!3 - I'm not your boyfriend baby

the list goes on, i have over 300 songs on that playlist ;p

discover your sexuality musically, it will certainly open new doors for you, i suggest you make a playlist, and see how it goes :)!

Love Me x100000

as humans, we have needs, food, water and air... sex
regardless, needs are something common in a human, in fact in my dictionary a person with no needs is a vase i tend to maintain the dust on on my table...
but is there is a thing called too much needs?
well kids yes there is!

you see i am pro-love, or i have to be honest i think that i used to be...
i like it when i see couple conoodeling and expressing their love...

but i hate it when too much love is expressed, it is fine on shelf novels and coffee books or even store displays, but too me there is something called too much love and it is suffocating!!

connecting the dots, too much needs and too much love, compained together...
torture!

you see, i'm more of a love me tender kinda guy, the "Love me love me love me love me love me NOOOW" routine, is just too much labour on my shoulders, i can't be all crazy/dangerously in love beyonce kinda way...

i'm more of a bootylicious/surviver/jumpin' jumpin' kinda guy!
i'm 20... sexy and flirty! - damn i just said i am 20 for the first time in my life, Yeeesh! - ...

so going on with my draft, i am not a spooning guy, i like my side of the bed, i like my space, because i get smuthered when some on is wrapped around me, breathing all my air, i mean, i usually heat up when i sleep, so i dont need to turn into a furness! i like a cool breeze when i am nodding-off/fast asleep.

i like to hang with my friends, have a few drinks, luagh and joke about stuff, i like to flirt, i am very flurtatious...

i was a hopeless romantic, i played that part better than meryl streep would play it, but i was 16 back then, i didn't develpe my feelings my aspects my thoughts, i simply didn't have my own personality...

years has passed and now that i am semi-grown up, i like who i am, a realist...
maybe i would change back, thats not out of the question, but just like i changed into this with reasons and ways, its gonna need huge reasons - i don't even think that this sentence is correct - to turn back.
seriously, being emotionally stable...

well who am i kidding, let me rephrase, being... romantically stable, isnt a crime, its not illegal and if it is, i certainly did not get the memo!

there is a possibilty that i am wrong, i'm quite the x marker in allot of situations, but somehow i believe that i am definitly right!

i can not be a love machine, that produces love 24 on 24 hours per day all week!
i just can't!

My Birthday Video :D

This Is The Birthday Video :)
Ps:
Support Love!
All It's Kind!